Johnny lost it at me last night–

during taping.  I recognized myself in him–how many times I have lost it on him and on other people—raging loudly.  we are all sadly, only human sometimes.  Men can become very frustrated at we women now and again, as we tend to get too busy with things and forget our partners needs.  (‘who cares?’  this is satan speaking-I’m selfish and narcissistic and do not care about anyone but myself really, but I pretend to be helpful instead.  I know how to beguile men and get them to serve me.) get thee behind me satan you old fool!  I will care more about other people today just to fuck with you!