October 10, 2006

Incoming from The Goddess

Here is some raw data from The Goddess that was beamed into my brain/transmitter this morning after my spiritual cleansing, meditative exercises and morning ritual... (shit shower and shave, as my dad called it)... for those of you who know about my fight with mental illness, who might be suffering from it too, l have chosen to remain unmedicated, and manage my internal war with just meditation and repentance/action. The FACT is that trauma splits a person into different parts. It becomes necessary for the person to deny the trauma/split so that they can continue to lead their totally programmed lives. In order to stay with the program, you must learn to lie to yourself about the fact that the program makes no sense.

Deception is the basis for mental illness. Without deception, it could not exist. When a person becomes divided, they take action which becomes about hiding the fact that they are divided. The main way to do that is to become visible. The more visible the person, the more deception they are hiding.

When the visible people are unmasked as deceptive everyone is shocked. Were they themselves not so divided, they would see the whole truth about a person immediately. There would be no surprises. Surprise is what keeps others off balance, and it is a useful tool of those who wish to remain visible. Surprise is a large part of creating trauma. Surprise mixed with shock and horror creates terrorism.

Power corrupts absolutely, but what about the power to redeem what has been corrupted?
* What about god?
* Who and where is HE?
* Is he a she or is she a he or are they an it?
* If it is an it, can it commune with itself?
* The buddhists say that it can and does just that.

So does that mean buddhists support gay marriage? for christ sake what is really going on? lets talk about it on my call-in show this week... (I do think that god is against gay marriage and any other kind of marriage too. God wants women to have sex with many many partners, but to have no children). God is a woman right now, and will be coming into herself for about another one thousand years). After that she will rule and there will be one thousand years of peace.

She who is and is not yet.

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November 3, 2006

Steps for Meditation

Breathe in counting to ten, saying in your mind that you are bringing the highest holy (oxygen) in through the crown of your head

Then hold for ten, saying in your mind that you are holding and dispersing that holy breath throughout your body.

Then blow out for ten, saying in your mind that you are blowing out the negative that the plants/ecosystem needs to breathe in (co2).

And then do it nine more times....

The first group of ten will download the good energy/information into the top of your head, your right brain and your left, and all the holes in your head.

The second group of ten will cleanse/disseminate the data into your mouth and your tongue and your throat..

Send the energy down through your body

The third group of ten will cleanse/instruct your arms/hands, your trunk and your internal trunk organs.

The fourth arms and your hands and your fingers

The fifth your spine and your sexual organs

The sixth will your bowels/all digestion parts

The seventh your thighs/(strength)

The eighth your legs/( your actions)

The ninth will bring down all the energy into your feet.

The tenth time will send it out of your being and into the earth where you stand and connect to all that is alive

One more set is for good measure, for extra mile energy... that is where we all need to be now, those who want to remain strong. We must choose to go the extra mile, on behalf of everything good. The extra mile is all in your head... do one more set of breaths and tell yourself that you are adding to the good on behalf of the whole world....your breaths are numbered, and it is holy to share them in service to your fellow man/woman/child. You will immediately experience less depression and less confusion. When it returns, do it again… repeat through the day... works even if you are on meds, but more slowly.

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November 4, 2006

Meditation Today

What great reviews I got across the country for my special!!! Very nice 54th birthday present for a tired old lady such as yours truly is today.

Meditating today (Shabbat...seventh day) brings energy for the entire week... lasting til next sat....consuela, you said you felt the connection...when you do it the next time, you must incorporate slowing down your pulse by a few beats...count it before and after....posts about meditation are good but not what I practice...I practice the "Lord's Prayer" meditation...it is as good as any other and its familiar to us so that is a good thing...

"Our father who art in heaven" means:
"Energy of creation, which lives in my highest thought"....

"hallowed be thy name" means:
"who gives me the power to unite my right and left brain's functions"

"thy Kingdom come thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven" means:
"I merge with the power of the holy, and give up my separateness from it in the service of uniting spirit and matter."

"Give us this day our holy bread, and deliver us from evil, for thine is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever...amen" means:"
"We are the cup,and the cup contains all the power of what fills it...We are not just human, but we contain God"

Amen means:
"agreed and sealed"

Doing this meditation removes discord and brings unity of the soul mind body and earth.

That's all for now!!!

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November 7, 2006

Meditation Troubles?

For people who are trying the meditation I am posting here and having trouble: Let me demonstrate it here before you try it again... it shouldn't take more than TEN minutes! I think I need to just show you and I will do that next week...until then, try it just breathing shallow and normal, not big deep breaths or you will get light headed...

I better just show you!! Its hard when you are just writing things...without demonstrating them. This meditation is different than others, and any of them can work... find one that you can do effortlessly.

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Incoming From the Goddess:

Yes I am her domestic mouthpiece. Yes I have known since I was three that I spoke for her and yes this is the day of declaration.

I raised this generation, and now I must command it. America your children are diverse in color and nation, and language too. Your children are well versed in the theory of class, which you persist in calling blue collar, or something less threatening than working class. America is full of working class kids that have no future now. Kids, thank your parents. I realize that I must divest myself of all stock which makes money to pay for war, or I am an immoral asshole of the first water, far more sinful than the gay priest, more shameful than the molester even, is one who profits from war and death and suffering.

The lowest beast on earth...the snake! The snake who tempts the woman who tempts the man, and makes them bring innocence here in order to destroy it, and who then calls that obscene act god.

God is goodness....remember to remember to remember that...(those who remember)! (as opposed to those who dis-member).

I saw my work dismembered. I went mad. Then I got even. Then I went mad....then I healed. Now I laugh. Now I help other people...what a concept! Its occurring to alot of people right now that to help is the greatest high of all...but the next step is to figure out how to help with no ego, and that is a funhouse mirror for those of us in show bidness. It comes down to giving away your own money.......

MAKE SURE YOU DO NOT HURT INSTEAD, THAT KARMA SUCKS...

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November 16, 2006

Meditation Breathing

For meditation breathing...kawnswellah and others...just breathe normally, but count to ten while you are drawing the breath in. Then hold it calmly for ten, then blow out for ten.. no one should be able to tell that you are altering your breathing at all...make it so calm that it is noticeable only to you. By doing this, you are opening your mind's middle path. The middle is when you are holding the breath, and not breathing in or out, just for a quick ten count. While you are holding in the middle of this three part breath exercise...think about the breath being god's breath.

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November 17, 2006

Meditation Breathing - Step Two

for kawnswellah and other meditators:

STEP TWO...
(See meditation post below for step one - middle path)

Take a cleansing breath in then out... then... begin the three part exercise of breath, when you are breathing in for ten, think about the crown of your head being a computer that is downloading all the holy information that exists...then while holding, think about containing that holy info that scans your body to rid it of any virus... when releasing for ten count, think about passing the sacred info into the natural world, where all green things need it in order to breathe...(they breathe in what we breathe out). This reconciles opposites and strengthens your middle.

When your middle (cup) is full, your need to share will grow stronger.

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November 20, 2006

PRAYER INCOMING

HI ROSEANNE, THIS IS YOUR HIGHER MIND..THE ONE TETHERED TO YOUR CROWN CHAKRA. THIS IS THE CHAKRA THAT IS FREE OF BULLSHIT....AND ANYONE WHO COULD EVER CALL BULLSHIT ON IT WOULD BE EXPOSED TO BULLSHIT HIMSELF AND SHOWN TO BE AS SUCH...ONLY AN ASSHOLE SEES AN ASSHOLE...PROCLAIM IN MY NAME, THAT WHAT IS COMING AT YOU IS WHAT YOU GOTTA KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH....YOU ARE BEING LULLED TO SLEEP SO THAT YOU CAN BLOCK MY VOICE, AND YET YOU CANNOT. BE HUNGRY FOR ME I SATISFY ALL....I AM THE HIGHEST IDEAL THIS WORLD HAS INDEED SHOWN YOU...THAT MONEY RULES AND NOTHING BUT MONEY DECIDES AND NOTHING BUT MONEY IS WORSHIPPED....INTO THAT CORRUPT MOTHERFUCKER I WILL INJECT THE IDEA OF UNITY AND PEACE... AND THE FACT THAT THERE IS A CHANCE IF WE TAKE IT THAT WE CAN UNDERSTAND AND RESPECT EACH OTHER...BECAUSE WE ARE ALL ON THE BRINK OF NUCLEAR DISINTEGRATION BY ONE OF THESE WOMAN HATING BASTARDS. SHE WHO IS AND IS NOT YET WILL NOT BE CONTAINED...SHE GROWS AND IS GREEN SHE IS LIVING AND BREATHING AND TOTALLY FUCKING ROTATING AROUND IN A SHIT HEAP OF SEPARATENESS...SHE NEEDS TO SOLIDIFY AND UNIFY ALL HER FACTIONS AND RIGHT QUICK TOO, BEFORE ROSEANNE BARR SINGS AGAIN!!!!!!!! UP IN THIS MUTHAFUCKA...I AM LISTENING TO RAP, LIKE THE KIDS DO...IT IS SUCH A SAD WORLD FOR THE CHILDREN. ROSEANNE YOU TELL THEM KIDS THAT I AM ABOUT LOVE, NOT HATE...SO THAT'S MY PRAYER AND I SEND IT FROM EVERY PORE IN MY BODY OUT TO THIS WORLD AND ALL THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW THEY HAVE TO LEARN TO LISTEN TO MESSAGES OF UNITY AND PEACE AND BROTHERHOOD AND CHARITY AGAIN...SHARE MORE, IS THE MESSAGE BEFORE ROSEANNE BARRS FAT ASS GOT IN THE WAY... I BOW OUT NOW AND GO ON ABOUT MY DAILY BIZ...JUST A CRAZY THOUGHT I SHARED WITH YOU ALL...READ IT FOR NOTHING BUT GOOD INTENDED TO ANYONE, HAPPY THANKSGIVING AND I LOVE THE INDIANS OF THIS COUNTRY! MEDITATION SHOULD COME DOWN, NOT UP THROUGH, BUT DOWN FROM CROWN TO EARTH WHERE THE EARTH KNOWS WHAT TO DO WITH IT, THE COSMOS DOESN'T KNOW, IT IS EXPANDING...IT NEEDS TO BE CONTAINED IN THIS GLOBE TO BE OUR BATTERY, SO LADY VALKERIE, JUST TRY IT BACKWARDS ONCE, AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK HERE....ANYONE OF YOU WHO WANTS TO CAN LINK UP WITH ROSEANNE WORLD AND HAVE YOUR OWN WORLD BUT YOU GOTTA HELP ME PAY THE RENT HERE, I CANT DO IT FOR EVERYBODY BUT SOME OF YOU ARE RICH...LETS PUT ASIDE A PERCENTAGE OF EVERYTHING YOU GET FOR MY EXPENSES FOR RUNNING THIS SITE....THEN I GET MORE MONEY THAN YOU, BUT I WILL PROMISE TO GIVE ONE HUNDRED PERCENT OF EVERY DOLLAR THAT RUNS THROUGH MY FOUNDATION TO PEOPLE WHO ARE IN TENTS IN THE INNER CITIES OF AMERICA.....ONE HUNDRED PERCENT. I WANT TO HIRE PEOPLE TO REBUILD THE INNER CITIES THEMSELVES, AND I WANT THEM TO GET PAID WAGES TO DO IT...I WANT FRANKLYN ROOSEVELT BACK... I WANT ELEANOR ROOSEVELT BACK, THE ROOSEVELTS SAVED THIS FUCKING COUNTRY AFTER THE LAST TIME ALL THE MONEY WAS STOLEN AND THE RICH CASHED OUT!!!! PEOPLE STOOD IN LINE FOR HOURS JUST TO GET BREAD!!!!! IN AMERICA, AND THEY ARE DOING THAT NOW IN LA AND ALL AROUND WHERE KATRINA WAS. ACORN.ORG ACORN.ORG ACORN.ORG...THEY CALLED ROOSEVELT A COMMIE TOO, WELL THEY CAN KISS MY ASS, THEY ARE THE COMMIES....WITH THEIR BEURAUCRACY AND THEIR COMMIE GODDAM BULLSHIT...LIKE SEAN CASSIDY AND THE REST OF THE liberal GAY JEW run MEDIA !!!!!! Free mel gibstein!!!!! lenny bruce is so dead, and the state of new york can kiss my black ass and extend him a pardon ..he is still on record in new york, thats how I know the catholics, not the jews decide who gets what side of what street in the new york action....met a bellman in vegas who said the mob buried people there wrapped in duct tape and standing up so they cant be detected by gov. helicopters...so if the mob did that and the mob runs the texas prison system, which was exported to abu ghraib, you can imagine the shit we have to repent for allowing once we get to judgment day....and there will be one....and it will be of our own making...for our ego shit and our selfishness...I must now call upon the people of science to invent a chip that blocks the lower chakras, and is replaced with the drone chip that must be programmed to find a cure for death itself. I want to live I have grandkids you bastards!!!! Wake the fuck up and smell the fucking coffee....

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November 26, 2006

Domestic Goddess - Part 1 - Racism is Always Bad....

In the mid-late 1970's, I worked as part of a woman's collective that was called "Woman to Woman Bookcenter" on lower Colfax Ave, in Denver Colorado. Ours was a multi racial multi class group. We ran a woman's referral hotline. We called ourselves "feminists".

In late 1980, just after the reagan lanslide, the various services that our collective's rolodex offered/referred to the needy, were "unfunded" by the reagonites, who's sole purpose was to begin the dismantling of the middle class. The first step in this class warfare was to flood the streets with mental patients released from hospitals, thereby putting all the social burden of that on the mom/pop stores in the area, who almost immediately began to go out of business.

We saw our first glimpse of the future when an older woman, well known to all on colfax avenue's skid row, was taken down by two uniformed police officers, one of whom held her head to the pavement with his black boot. I ran outside to yell... "officer, what are you doing?" I had never seen the likes of it. "did she pull her fork on him?", I wondered. "get back in your shop!" he yelled. But I, indignant and suburban crossed the street anyway and said, "I want your badge number! I am reporting you!"

My sister Geraldine, and two big black lesbian women who worked there before me and sis joined in on the fight against "Patriarchy" (our commitment came from seeing what the mormon church in Utah did to defeat the Equal Rights Amendment) grabbed me by the arms and told me to get back in the shop and to shut up. This was my very first vision of what was coming to America.

I was then sheltered and schooled by black, latina and native american women who have long since been removed.

Back in the mid seventies, jewish and black and latino and native women used to hash out the old racism charges back and forth and it involved some blood too. By the time we found agreement, everyone white and middle class had left the collective and started to join together to build a gay and lesbian community center instead.

They were more comfortable joining ranks with white gay men than with black women who were almost obsessed with leveling charges of racism.

Sister and I stayed and were two of the four white women who chose "international feminism" over class/race. One of the books in our library said this same thing had happened before, back when feminists were trying to force suffrage, and turned the radical black women out of that group too, thereby weakening the entire anti-slavery movement. For her troubles, Susan B. Anthony was given her own silver dollar posthumously.

Sis and I flung back our charges of anti-semitism, yelled about zionism, cried and argued, admitted our racism, let go of it, and cried and argued some more.

We all, brown black and jewish, having agreed that feminism "Womanism" was the thing that mattered most, after years of inner and outer struggle, closed down the bookstore and shipped all of the books to palestine israel egypt and india, where we hoped they would be read and studied, now that no careerist feminists wanted them to live in denver anymore. The books at the new gay and lesbian center were all about sex and "gayety". No politics, no socialism, no feminist analysis. Those having been removed, the turn to republican money worship was encouraged amongst gays.

Racism is what killed the woman's movement...racism is always, always bad for white women and for gays too!!! Michael Richards' implosion is going to happen to more and more folks.

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November 27, 2006

Domestic Goddess - Part 2 - More and More Factions

The bookstore was dividing more and more into factions. I was the last of the straight women. Most of them had been run out of there by the lesbian separatists, who wanted no straight women in the collective. I stayed because I wanted to work with my sister, and I loved her lover as one loves one's in laws. The lesbians used to call me all kinds of names, from dikey - likey to closet case, and I would good naturedly tell them to go fuck a man. We kidded each other, and sometimes things got unmercifully tense as a result. Mostly, we saw each other as compatriots for choosing to stay in the collective at woman to woman because we were taking a multi-cultural, multi-racial position in the movement to international feminism.

Next faction, Lesbians who were self identified as Sado Masochists vs. the Lesbians who were Pagans vs. Lesbians who wanted to have "baster babies" vs. the Zionists vs. the socialists, and the transgendered vs. the Butch dyke...to see two of those folks fighting about being female was quite an eye opener for me.

About this time, I decided to become a stand up comic. My first act was written for an all black/jewish/latina lesbian audience. The first time I performed was in the basement of woman to woman bookstore, in the year of our white lord ronald reagon, 1980.

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Domestic Goddess - Part 3 - Living in Interesting Times

I remember my dear friend, the woman who taught me about yoruba and africa disappearing for days, especially after the one time when she hid in her basement under a pile of dirty clothes, and was miraculously not seen by the mormon fbi agents who kicked in her door and asked her lover if she knew her whereabouts. Bella said no, and Chi just happened to be downstairs washing clothes when they burst in yelling, "get down Negro" to bella, Chi later said "what are the odds that my 250 lbs. would just fit under a pile of laundry? I can't believe they didn't see me there, or at least hear my breathing, or my pounding heart!"

What the fuck did you do I asked? She got quiet like she did when she was serious and she said "I tried to educate Black Children in Oakland." That was when I knew I was cursed, and indeed like the Chinese say, living in interesting times.

"I guess the goddess wants me to be out here still." she remarked, while turning the world over in her mouth like cud.

I said "Let's go check out that woman's group by the terminal annex, that group of witches there, and see if they want to join up with a bunch of black latina lesbian jews".

Chi: "yeah, maybe this women's movement could use some goddess energy."

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November 28, 2006

Domestic Goddess - Part 4 - Wiccans and the Closing of the Bookstore

Before, we always argued to keep wiccans out, mostly because we felt that they were counter revolutionary, in that they settled for personal politics and sexual power games over Radical Feminist analysis of Socialism.

Also, too, the wiccans were still largely heterosexual and were fighting with their own lesbianing factioners over the issue of males leading their worship circles...the straight women preferred their husbands as Priestesses to lesbians, whom they said were "too male".

Chi and Bella used to make fun of the wiccans by grabbing old scarves and prancing in circles waving them around and singing in falsetto voices about how they were magic wood nymphs who were trying to teach "negroes" how to worship a white female as God.

Chi was an excellent musician, because her family members were considered some of america's jazz greats. I wrote my first comedy routine around that time...I strummed the acoustic guitar and sang in falsetto these words (think Holly Near):

"I was born twenty nine years ago
I didnt know it then, but I
was a Les-bi-an

I went to school
and got my msw
and now I drive a bmw.

I believe in freedom of the press
and Equal Rights for Whales..."
(then I would say "Bridge")
And say "have any of you guys
ever read atlas shrugged by ayn rand?
I really love that book I want to be a libertarian"

Then I would start hacking and coughing and bow and leave. Oh what a laugh I got from my dark skinned pals on that one!

We were desperate for more members in our collective though, and even though we snickered behind their magical backs, we admired the wiccans somewhat for at least being out of the cultural box enough to see Female Divinity.

It was all fun and games until someone got hurt, and someone did. The wiccans opened their faux castle door one day to find it smeared in chicken blood. They called it "being blooded", and they immediately closed down their witchy storefront and disappeared. We heard that some latina lesbian wiccans blooded them over letting white men lead their woodsy ceremonies.

When rational people ask me why it is that women are on the bottom of every group on earth, my answer is that women have developed the need to think the bottom IS the top, thanks to our religions and we are hopelessly lost in the victim/martyr mindset.

The solution for women is not the top at all, but the middle, where everything is drama'd down.

Continual celebration of spitting out more children to supply the fairy tales, has been forced on women, in the glorified "pedophilia-without-sex" called "Motherhood".

About this time, sister came up with the idea of reaching out to the Women at the University in Boulder. The Women's studies group there was busy standing powerlessly by as the Black History group was being dismantled, and because there was no groundswell to protest that development, due to the fact that white students were starting to claim that black students were getting preferential treatment on campus, all groups that had anything to do with racial or gender parity were disappeared too within a year or so.

The whole divide and conquer thing has never ever failed in making slaves out of everyone who chooses a side.

By 1982, everything that took root in the 60's was dead.

The collective was approached by a woman named carol chargingthunder, who was involved with Yellow Thunder, an Indian group that was fighting the government in South Dakota. She had been arrested for smuggling guns from central america through mexico and to the indian encampment. She came to us to ask if we could help her pay for attorney fees.

But, because she was a member of the armed services when she smuggled those weapons, we knew we could do nothing. She said she knew many soldiers were also becoming arms dealers too.

After that, Chi disappeared for a number of years, scared off by the fbi men who broke into her house looking for her. I was scared off too, and started closing down the bookstore, shipping the books out of america. It was devastating to lose all that international history written by women of every culture, but I still feel that the books are alive somewhere though, and when I read of women's parity groups in palestine and among the dalits of India and in parts of Africa, I think sometimes that the voices in those books are still unburned and living.

I think now too, of the genocidal gluttony that is destroying everything in Africa, and how we, at Woman to Woman Bookstore saw that all coming way back then, when race was a subject not yet taboo in America. Africa is our Mother, and this is the age of the motherless.

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Domestic Goddess - Part 5 - Only Victims Ask Why

I saw Chi again after I had debuted in a television comedy that was about a woman who lost her union job at a plastics factory, took a series of minimum wage jobs, opened and lost two businesses, then her husband, and at her lowest point, began to write about a woman who wins the lottery and buys the town's plastics factory.

Chi came to New York to visit me and told me all about how she had been living in a village in South Carolina, where she had been made an oruban priestess. I already had been a mystic since I was very very young, and I was excited to hear more about everything.

We walked all over the city, and we saw a street fair, I picked up a voodoo dolly and she took a picture of me holding it up. The next time I saw her was when she summoned me to San Francisco, where she was living back amongst Black Lesbian good graces there.

We walked the streets smoking cigars dressed in black all night long for a few days.

Gangsters approached us, and remarked on how we were vulnerable. I will never forget chi looking at the leader of the group and saying very softly..."Your choice". She was scarier than DeNiro in taxi driver, and with that only, the guy backed off, and so did the ones with him. The Power of Presence is not well known to women. Mostly we know about the presence of absence, because demurring to power is all that was ever shown to work on our behalf.

She taught me how to grab people's thoughts as they passed by. I was a fast learner, and stand up comedy had helped me hewn that part of my awareness. We picked a man on a bus and when he got off, we got off. It was three am. We circled him slowly and clockwise saying nothing. "Slow his heartbeat". she demanded, and I did, after some resistance on my part to believing that it was so simple to do that.

"Why"? I asked over and over again, regarding a number of subjects. "I will tell you why", she promised, and after we left the man, humbler than before, and never to dare ever again to think he understood women, we went to the docks that overlooked Alcatraz. She told me there... "ONLY VICTIMS ASK WHY" I recognized that that was the truth, the deepest truth of all.

"I have a solution for all the shit that separates you and me" she said..."I will teach you, but then you will become a worthy opponent and we will never be able to see each other again." I sat stunned because I did not want to lose her again. I wanted to learn more than any other thing, though. I absorbed all that she taught me, and at the end of our last weekend together, she said to me.."Now when you walk down that hall and out that door, you are taking my ancestors with you and you are leaving yours here with me too." Everything of race and class and religion that ever separated us in any way was healed, and when I walked down her hallway that night, I felt all the African and all the Yoruban ancestors settle into my blood and make themselves my own. I could feel all my jewish forebears getting comfortable in her body, and at last leaving the exile of the western world for darker soil that felt like home.

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December 26, 2006

CONNECTION TO JESUS...

Part of the story of "jesus" is actually about his friend, shimon bar yochai...both men and their wives were erased from european jewish history, in its drive to become german/enlightened...ARYANIZED.. and yet it has been kept alive in sephardic/aramaic communities for two thousand years. (in another post I talked about this holy racial war of jewish thought - the talmudic and the zoharistic)

Outside the cave (in P'q'uin) where rabbi shimon hid for thirteen years from the romans...

In an instant, my mind raced ahead of itself, forward, and yet into the past... it smelled things and saw things and heard things unseen.

I saw the voice! I heard the smell! All senses synthesized...like at sinai.. I felt energy of life pulsing up from the earth and down from the trees. I flew at the speed of light, my eyebeam! The men I was with told me that in those days, they walked one inch off the ground and could teleport.

They were the temple monks, running for their lives, like now in tibet. The scorpion walked across the ari's tomb and we called the rav and karen on the phone (teleportation..to speak with those thousands of miles away) and karen said the scorpion is the only animal you can kill and incur no karma. Removing them changes nothing. Leaving them changes nothing.

I am a scorpio. I leave no mark, but I vow to supply the small link missing in the story of the temple, the end of the six thousand year old jews.

rabbi shimon bar yochai channelled the zohar. it contains all of the meditations that jesus practiced. The zohar says that in the age of acquarius, everyone will know these meditations. I have vowed to help that along.

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