June 2011 Archives
http://farmageddonmovie.com/
if you listened to my kcaaradio.com show on sunday, I discussed with the prince of afghanistan the plight of farmers there and here--this is the second platform of my campaign for president--the return of america as the bread basket of the world's food supply--once Monsatan is banned and disbanded and its c.e.o.'s arrested for crimes against humanity.
Iceland has some balls, unlike the USA--The Great Awakening is coming--where brave world citizens finally make Banking a crime against humanity, which it is--bankers are gangsters, criminals and should be sued under RICO, for organized crime.
http://kcaaradio.celestrion.net/kcaa-podcasts/roseanne/
tune in today --the Prince of Afghanistan will be our guest!!!
'ROSEANNE'S NUTS'
the clearer the total scam becomes. This meditative friday 2 am is in los angeles--we will as Virginia Woolf wrote, continue to piece "the severed parts back together". When feminists (m or f) see the entire scope of Patriarchy and how it operates through terror and rape and war, the Big Lie at its heart will be exposed to Light, which will burn and remove it from this sphere. Through our words and actions as well as our thoughts and our hopes and our meditation, we will as mary daly said, 'Speak it into Visibility, where its Nothingness can be laughed to scorn by Hooting Hags, of which I am one.
I will recognize the fact that our country's security and standing in the world, as "integration of markets" continues to resettle everything--depends on the implementation of single payer health care. Without it, we cannot survive as a world power. The insurance companies are the traitors who are preventing our country's economic rise and success. I will rid this country of lobbyists, insurance corporations (protection rackets) and imprison all of them under the provisions of RICO--and I encourage Obama to really read RICO and the Patriot Act and take action against enemies foreign and domestic!
I will tie peace in Israel-Palestine into the struggle for single payer, as they are indeed connected. For instance, Joe Lieberman, who is an Aipac lobbyist holds 'dual citizenship' in that he is also an insurance lobbyist. Check out the facts if you do not believe me.
he knew he had impregnated his maid in his wife's bed. LOL! hypocrites rule in California!!
so that animals would eat the remains of her baby after she killed her and buried her in a shallow grave, and then moved her body around a couple more times to help the animals eat away the evidence.
We are winning the long hard war against Talibangelist Freedom Hating American mind control!
http://www.ynetnews.com/articles/0,7340,L-4086580,00.html
ALICE WALKER TELLS WHY SHE IS GOING:
http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2011/jun/25/alice-walker-gaza-freedom-flotilla
SAIL ON SAIL ON OH MIGHTY SHIP OF STATE
PAST THE REEFS OF GREED TO THE SHORES OF NEED
THRU THE SQUALLS OF HATE
SAIL ON SAIL ON SAIL ON! --leonard cohen;
hillary--protect the us citizens aboard the flotilla!:
it's Bibi that threatens Israel's existence:
We can help each other save our country from sociopathic lawmakers who are slaves of banksters and billionaires. Time for a new system of barter and sharing to replace the old one of war and hoarding. jewess we can! TRADE INSTEAD OF BUY!!!
http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10001424052702303657404576361691165631366.html
too many males--and all that entails-
http://front.moveon.org/what-if-everyone-understood-today-what-roseanne-understood-then/?rc=tw.fol
if you read the comments--one guy says that the three writers whose names are on the script wrote the lines, but that isn't how tv works at all--people get their names on a script according to a ledger--when it's their turn to get their names on a script--the roseanne show was written by at least fifteen people each script--and then I added jokes and thoughts and scenes to it and it was sent back and "gang punched up"--so this guy ben k.v. who thinks he knows something --quite simply knows nothing. Nice try though, boy--always trying to separate the woman from her work.
but i am still going to run for president of the usa. All I want is for americans to hear of my solutions--i have spent many years thinking about them--and I want to add them to the marketplace of non ideas that currently cause all the problems in this country--my ideas are common sense based, and are cheaper than any of the solutions coming from either the right or the left--they address real problems and solve them on behalf of taxpayers, and not double dipping greedy representatives or bought off judges or corrupt sociopaths in power who are slaves of banksters. My solutions work. I am sure I will be attacked and called crazy and all the other stuff they like to call me, but if you will take a moment to read my platform and my ideas, you will plainly see for yourself that I do mean to save this country from the criminals and deviants who now run it, and are killing it, and Israel. My solutions were given to me in meditative (prayer) state of mind--they are direct from Higher intelligence not known to many on this planet--you will be able to surmise for yourself if these solutions are righteous and workable. Read my words here and listen to my speech--I am not going to sit idly by just because I am rich and old and comfortable while all those whom I grew up with and admired for being heroic working class people are further destroyed by evil greedy pirates.
Tatum, your dad is toxic--you however are a marvel, a good person, and a survivor--
her words unwove a web of lies--when I clearly saw that web of lies, i went into shock for about one year. I could not stop seeing things at all at first, all pimps became immediately visible. the buzzing energy of sexual psychopathic blood lusting male robotic mind controlled by the govrnment with video games and pornographers, Babylon, engineered by pervert scientists and its twin towers of bullshit--money and religion became ghostlike and clear to me. I saw the pedophile priests in charge of the education of children and knew that there was indeed a war against women's rights being unleashed by the Beast named Patriarchy, whose Priesthood serves NOT G-D. ( antichrist means NOT G-D).
I saw it for the first time. I screamed and cried and fell apart for one full year after Reagan, the actor hired by the Mormon growers in Orange County was ushered up from the bowels of hell by the Royal Family plutocrats, the Bushes. Read my lips! No new taxes! their most prized political point, the one that always gets them elected--the race card--is going to be played beyond big time this next election. Racism will win here because it always does. This country cannot afford to get any more racist, believe you me. 80% of black men are in prison or the parole or the judicial system! Judges voted to give themselves the right to get paid every time they send a black man to jail! --sending black american men to jail is big business especially out west where Cheney and Halliburton roam, the west that was better served by the Buffalo who shat upon it, than by western political bosses...and yes they do dress up like women when they are all together and yes they do do all the stuff that they write laws to prevent others from doing too. this is the reign of the psychopath--millions of little hitlers running the world, running the wild wild west--but not even they can stop or hold back any longer the new world of women, the world of cleanliness and order. We will clean up every dark corner and fix every problem, as we already do that everywhere, except where there are the big seats of power--they do not want women there where they figure out how to fund their child pornography and child sex slave rings. free markets means slavery, the stock market gets paid each time an old woman dies. that's the only boring thing they could come up with...I can fix the stock markets in a day, if elected. vote for me---i will make greening of the stock market and life the guidelines that the council of grandmothers will institute in order to rebuild after the war against America's poor is over, and we are forced to rebuild the world around us or perish--that is coming very soon under Obama, the Manchurian Armageddonist.
---we must neutralize all women who are not on our side first. Most are not on the side of women at all. yes i said it! women direct their own men to attack other women, to teach them a lesson, to put them in their place. Most mothers hate at least one of their female children, especially the brave ones, as they are a real threat--if they resist being genitally mutilated by an older woman, that woman will be seen as a traitor. If you believe God has anything to do with that, then you are an enemy of women and will not survive what is coming.
a brave woman is the greatest threat and horror to patriarchy. It pees in its widdle pants when confronted with that choice spector of hell--a brave woman who tells a grown man that he cannot have his way because his way is stupid and wrong--takes her life into her own hands--but man it is sure fun to do it! I do it for the joy it causes me! To expose the lie at the heart of this whole "don't get angry" about things ladies--it just is not ladylike! If you do not agree to be a victim, we will further victimize you, and all who are like you. You are a vagina and nothing else. remove yourself from our sight, we are pure and you are filthy. the dalit in india suffer so terribly due to their backward superstitions and religions, but to watch one of the indian intellectual classes discuss his religious beliefs about how the dalit deserves his/her fate was the thing that most radicalized me in Hollywood's fundraising world--200 billionaires reward themselves for giving one million dollars for good pr.
I asked my question during the fundraiser: "Sir, don't you think the real problem with the Dalits is one of labor and not of religion?" then they guy made a complete ass of himself and got no money from the jews. Then I asked all the jews if they would be willing to contribute to my "rebuild the temple" project in Jerusalem--no one there wants to rebuild the Temple, because it was Ruled by a Priestess, before Rome demanded an end to that. hello.
the wild wild west is still west and still wild. The Mormon church can save the poor of this country--they can save the constitution hanging by a thread --with the truth about their wonderful welfare system!!! everyone join!!!
cali politics without arnold will be amusing. come on jerry come on jerry--fix some shit now.
I am so lucky to have had a lot of young people on my crew who had seen my other show as young kids. It was fun to create a new kind of persona for tv. Nothing i ever do again will beat the Roseanne Connor. she was rad. but, i think i do get off some damn good lines on this new show. I love to write and tell jokes on tv. Its fun and rad and a constant challenge to think up stuff to pretend to do. I actually have completed a reality show, sixteen eps. Never thought I could venture down those dark and dank dungeon walls again, where one repitilian after another escorts you somewhere to sit and wait for the head sociopath in the highest of heels to again belittle and outsmart you, the puny artist who makes all the trouble for them, as they steal all the ideas god gave you and pay you little or nothing for them. satanic show biz is the den of iniquity, and I, ego addict Daniel, the original drama queen, have been sent to live in the lion's den. Ganja smokes my way through it--ganja protects me from white man voodoo mind control. No this world cannot be left untouched. I like david, the king of israel will build the new temple in jerusalem. It will be built by the local people and they will be paid fairly for their minerals oil and resources. No more men are to be put into charge of anything, but instead, a tribunal of grandmothers will decide where the money is needed and how fast the food can be gotten to the hungry. the grandmothers will each answer to their own children and grandchildren, the drones and the workers--the grandmothers are the queen bees of this world and they are here to save us. they have been sent here now to save us. listen to my words. they are here--the christa! christ mind dawns today, buddha mind. El Shaddai. the people of israel are being set up for annihalation by their own leaders. after the war that is coming, peace will be on this earth for one thousand dead years. this year we have an opening to us--to choose finally, and to stop going back and forth and considering what is right and what is wrong? death penalty? yes or no? abortion? yes or no? elections? r or d? stop now and act. vote for me. I will put a stop to all this bullshit and I know how! I will begin to clean the floors of this government, from the filthiest corner to the most compromised hall of justice. I will bring the Light with me. I will allow it to fill the world so that the citizens of every nation can see for themselves what a terrible terrible thing is being done to people all over this world by the stock markets, by unregulated capitalism, which is now eating its own tail like the lemming that it is--but wait, out of mercy, I have devised a very quick way out of debt for America, and for Americans, all--the melting pot itself. Into that pot I will place organic farming and all that it delivers. America was once the bread basket of the world and it can be again. all we have to do is make a slight paradigm switch--we need to care for our fellow man and our evironment--even the sociopathic personalities that invest can pretend that this matters to them and thereby they can enrich themselves beyond measure, but only to a point--a one hundred million dollar maximum wage will be instituted under my presidency, and that, my honored american brothers and sisters--that alone will fix every other problem we have right now here and in the world. vote for me I am not a bullshitter or a degenerate sex offender! I am the lesser of all the evils! barr 2012!! Baruch Hashem!! Tree of Life is Hemp! tree of life is a living tree!
we know and we understand almighty god is a living man!
you can fool some of the people sometimes but
you can't fool all the people all the time
so now you see the lIght?
stand up for your right!--god bob m.
and other states--tell the gays to help me and i will forgive their student loans, give them free medical care and legalize ganga and gay marriage immediately. I will make sure that the gay and lesbian troops are given their full share of civil rights here when they return from over seas. Im a real progressive, not a fake one--vote for me progressives! I know what to do and I know how to do it, and I know when I am on the wrong track and can easily self correct too! i am not a satanic sell out at all vote me me 2012--if God wants me to win I will win. I am on Gods side and not mans.
God wants them to suffer. Choose Life!
and it fell dead. This I told her the last time we spoke. you are all of it--you are the christa. I kissed her hem. I told her about the kabalistic power of 2011---this year ---the year we begin to focus on ourselves and not on the men. mashiach! let's fix our own lives and stop listening to men, especially those who are idiots and perverts and complete greedy sociopathic Satan lovers.
all the way--raking in the welfare money from the taxpayers. Black people are being hit so hard right now in this country it is a crime---all poor people and all immigrant workers are being sold into slavery to the penal system--held with no rights in haliburton funded prisons here in our beautiful country--and judges are getting paid off to commit people to the prison systems--indigent workers and teens fetch a high price for the jackals and vampires who work for the un-judicial systems of this government.
the military industrial complex--our only export-- our own undereducated and poor offspring go to war.
the prison industrial complex--orrin hatch's brainchild--is black slavery again.
black people must know that they can join the mormon church right now and american indians too and immigrants and all the poor too or the homeless and hit hard working classes---the mormon church is a great socialist organization that offers cradle to the grave protections for its members...a wonderful welfare system exists within the church--if you work a day you can receive food.
surely the church will open its arms to the millions of new members who will recognize the genius of the socialist brigham young, and the kabalist joseph smith.
during taping. I recognized myself in him--how many times I have lost it on him and on other people---raging loudly. we are all sadly, only human sometimes. Men can become very frustrated at we women now and again, as we tend to get too busy with things and forget our partners needs. ('who cares?' this is satan speaking-I'm selfish and narcissistic and do not care about anyone but myself really, but I pretend to be helpful instead. I know how to beguile men and get them to serve me.) get thee behind me satan you old fool! I will care more about other people today just to fuck with you!
Being completely honest and be able to hear people be completely honest back to you is the scariest thing and the most painful way to live, sometimes. It seems you are more creative when you lose your self illusions though--
if you can take a deep breath and hold it and then blow it out, you can really change your life. counting to ten really is a great pattern interuptus against Satanic mind control. when you feel passionate about something, count to ten three times. the first time you count to ten, open the crown of your head to universal truth and breathe in as you count.
hold the breathe while you again repeat counting to ten, and think about being a container or vessel for universal truth--and disperse the energy of truth to each of your cells as you hold your breath.
Exhale while counting to ten again, and allow the unused energy to exit through your mouth nose and anus, four holes of the androgenous body.
You have now completed the first full circuit of mind body spirit...which is called Malchut.
if the passion has cooled, do nothing. If it has not cooled, repeat the process. rinse and repeat until the passion is gone--after the passion has cooled, solutions will make themselves known to you.
this was last night's meditation. I drove from my home to kona and back in my red jeep while breathing and cooling down. today the solution, which is honesty (inner peace) appeared to me.
must be updated and corrected, as we evolve, or simply disappear from our minds and hearts.
http:///www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/06/19/obama-libya-lawyers-war-powers_n_879951.html
The Bankers and Criminal Nazis who own the United States of America are such psychopaths that they actually enjoy tormenting the taxpayers. They enjoy laughing at them too--like the way they used to laugh at and humiliate the Jews in the Warsaw Ghetto--by only giving them food on the Holy Days that call for fasting--and they purposely picked a dark skinned man to act like the President of the US, while they disfranchised all black citizens. Irony is their highest idea of 'humor'.
In three thousand years five thousand wars have been fought -- this is what the male mind has done. I am in support of a matriarchal system. I would like the power to go to women because basically they are non -- aggressive; they are loving, they are compassionate. But it has nothing to do with biology really; even the male mind can become feminine. And the whole process of transforming the male mind is the art of meditation.
dismantling of the black working and middle classes by big money racist criminals.
RIP clarence clemmons.
You are very welcome Roseanne! This has been therapy for me... Below are the petitions for you, Roseanne, to get on the Ballot in each and every State in America. Even the District of Columbia has a petition even though Maryland is already listed with a petition.
I will now be moving onto creating the facebook questionaire polls for the nominees of each super-state!
New Mexico:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-in-new-mexico-2
Colorado:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-colorado
Utah:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-utah
Nebraska:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-nebraska
Kansas:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-kansas
Oklahoma:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-oklahoma
Hawaii:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-hawaii
California:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-california
Arizona:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-arizona
Texas:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-texas
Alaska:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-alaska
Oregon:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-oregon
Washington:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-washington
Montano:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-montana
Idaho:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-idaho
North Dakota:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-north-dakota
South Dakota:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-south-dakota
Wyoming:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-wyoming
Conneticut:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-conneticut
Maine:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-maine
Massachusetts:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-massachusetts
New Hampshire:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-new-hampshire
Rhode Island:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-rhode-island
Vermont:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-vermont
New York:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-new-york
Delaware:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-delaware
Maryland:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-maryland
Pennsylvania:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-pennsylvania
New Jersey:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-new-jersey
Virginia:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-virginia
West Virgina:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-west-virginia
North Carolina:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-north-carolina-2
South Carolina:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-south-carolina
Florida:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-florida
Georgia:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-georgia
Arkansas:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-arkansas
Kentucky:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-kentucky
Louisiana:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-louisiana
Mississippi:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-mississippi
Missouri:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-missouri
Alabama:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-alabama
Tennessee:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-tennessee
Indiana:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-indiana
Michigan:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-michigan
Ohio:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-green-party-ballot-2012-for-ohio
Illinois:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-illinois
Iowa:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-iowa
Minnesota:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-minnesota
Wisconsin:
http://www.change.org/petitions/roseanne-barr-on-the-green-party-ballot-2012-for-wisconsin
District Of columbia:
and the meek who know how to grow veggies will inherit the earth...
make their own decisions and keep their politics local. Rose-anarchy is about solutions for the world to usher in a new world order--anarchy--local rule by grandmothers. this is what is going to happen and is happening all over the world, though the usa is trying its damnest to obscure this fact--freedom and anarchy gather steam and roll over governments every day now. sorry us news media--you are not reporting on this world revolution of women class and religion.
ten is X in the X factor. ten levels of negativity--ten shells to strip away from the nut of the heart--to find the nourishment for spirit--which is the X factor. (short kabalistic explanation for PJ).
ten toes ten fingers too...part of the factor of the x factor--R N A
the pipe is at your crown--draw down the cosmic info and download it with a ten count breath--in
then send a universal email of the info to each of your cells--as you contain the info
send it out the bottom of the pipe with a ten count breath out into the earth.
you are a container and a pipe, and an intelligent engine of Light.
I want to produce her in radio and television or whatever i can do to help her be heard. She could become the first african american woman president of the usa...although I'm sure that she would agree that Cynthia Mckinney is the person who could do that right now. Listen, it's time to say goodbye to Patriarchy. It has now destroyed everything of worth on earth, and because it cannot stop killing--it's now thankfully killing itself. There is nothing we can do to stop that from happening. the dice has been cast and humanity lost. Satan was crowned the King of this realm. he is a serial killer and stalker rapist master of War. He is the new Goliath, (sphinx with the face of ayn rand)-- but-- as in the Torah -story of my tribe's folklore and myth--a poet named David once slew an unbeatable giant with a rock and a slingshot.
This Torah story teaches us that the pen is mightier than is the sword. My family name is David--I am of the house and tribe of David, the King of Israel. Jerusalem is his city and he accompanied me there during my visit in 1999. To be able to discuss the Torah with David himself, with the Baal Shem Tov, with Deborah and Rachel is a great joy that meditation has allowed me. In the highest part of the ascension to the throne meditation, all of time and space disappear and only joy and love exist. It is very much a renewing feeling to reach the peace of mind place. Last night I heard the still small voice inside--it said--there are people who are working hard to get you on the ballot, or else you will change your name to none of the above, if you are put on the ballot i will run to the best of my ability for president of the united states. If elected I will indeed serve my G-d, which is a loving and peaceful grandmother who has chosen me as mouthpiece. I will serve this planet and every living being on it--animal veg or human. I will outlaw war and build schools so that the children of the american people will be the best educated youth in the world, and will therefore be trained for the worldwide job market, instead of raised to become only jailers and paid war cogs.
I promise to oppose Satan, which is Patriarchy, to my last dying breath--I promise that I will never stop speaking truth to power----I promise to institute THE ROSEANNEARCHY---the religion of common sense and solutions!
JEWESS WE CAN! JEWESS WE CAN!
2011 is the year of Mashiach!
Barrv.v. Satan-2012-- You will have to choose between satan and me. choose the lesser of two evils! All i want to do is be able to debate those candidates who are running in both parties--and ask them why they are screwing over the taxpaying citizens of this country! I will love doing it for all of you!
to be raised in a sephardic synagogue, congregation Montifiore, named after Utah's jewish governor, who was a Sephard from Spain---spanish sailors spread Sephardic prayer books all over the world. To have been privileged to read those pages as a young girl, is a memory I will always cherish in my heart of hearts. G-d was talking to me directly in those prayer books, their beautiful words illuminated my soul then and now.
the will of the people united. (this idea came to me in a dream--I saw Infinite Living Mind, spiralling upward in r n a patterns inside the dna of the cell. i saw that things can change in an instant, inside all of us). this friday night, tonight--hawaiian time--I will be changing the Infinite Mind of The All by ridding myself of all Satanic messages of hatred and separatism and helplessness that have stuck to me without my consent this week. I will be unifying the female and male halves of my soul tonight. they will b gettin it on big time. I am my soulmates. they are me. We are we, a group of like minded meditators. we join with millions of others across the globe. to those soul mates meditating in China! HI! To those soul mates driving cars in Saudi Arabia--WOMEN WE SEE YOU! WE SEND OUR SUPPORT TO YOU! THANK YOU FOR YOUR SACRIFICES AND YOUR HEART AND COURAGE! KEEP LIFTING UP THAT 53% of HUMANITY! KEEP TELLING MEN TO JOIN WITH US, AND TO LEAVE RAPE CULTURE! come on guys--you can do it too! Share your money with the women who do all of your work for you! it won't kill you! It will help keep you from going to hell and burning there for all of eternity! trust me! You do not want to go to hell and burn for all of eternity--that is no fun at all. Satan licks his chops. die satan, fall babylon!
kabballah teaches that it is the woman's purpose to force men to change and become less egocentric, and more caring and communal. It is like a living hell to them to have to do so at first. That is because they are terrified of being forced to give up their porn, and their desire to chronically masturbate and yank their weiners. They must relieve their weiners every few minutes or they will strike out at someone. the sad sad truth. (women are no better).
once you learn the breathing techniques of ten in hold ten out ten--which I share here --click on the red for meditation--if you want to discuss shabbat,(day of meditation) this will be our thread--for meditating and how it changes your life.
is great--perhaps someday a vote on women's rights too--(the right not to be raped in war, or held in slavery or have your genitals mutilated) the UN is only one hundred years behind the times--better late than never.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/matthew-modine/whispering-sweet-nothings_b_878379.html
another reader disagrees with mathew and says:
'I'm shocked that you like it and I really think you should read it
more carefully and then retract it. One of the all-time dumbest pieces
I've ever read, and he ironically does exactly what he's accusing
others about (and I say this even though I'm pals with his son Boman).
He says, "Reliable and established newspaper and magazine editors
require substantiation for stories before they go to print." Really??
You know better than that, if only for reading stuff at FAIR:
http://www.fair.org/index.php. Does established media substantiate all
the stories about you?? And he says, "What if what Assange thinks he's
exposing is, in fact, information the oppressive regime has carefully
planned and selected to be "leaked"?" Modine floats this full-of-crap
idea without siting even a "whisper" of a single example of this. He's
just making shit up. Even Assange's myriad enemies have not accused
him of anything like this. All the criticisms are about redacting
names (which they've meticulously done since just about the beginning)
and revealing government secrets. Would you and Modine prefer that we
all leave government secrets unmolested? Should Chomsky and company
just shut up about everything and let the NY Times and NBC figure out
out truth? Modine says, "WikiLeaks, Facebook and most of the
information on the net, are full of personal opinion, not
substantiated fact." Facebook aside (and his inclusion of them is
stupid for reasons I don't have time to get in to), where does he site
any evidence that this is true of Wikileaks? He doesn't because he has
none and there is none. All Modine is doing is buttressing the
argument (an argument I disagree with) that actors/celebs don't know
anything and should keep their traps shut."
more carefully and then retract it. One of the all-time dumbest pieces
I've ever read, and he ironically does exactly what he's accusing
others about (and I say this even though I'm pals with his son Boman).
He says, "Reliable and established newspaper and magazine editors
require substantiation for stories before they go to print." Really??
You know better than that, if only for reading stuff at FAIR:
http://www.fair.org/index.php. Does established media substantiate all
the stories about you?? And he says, "What if what Assange thinks he's
exposing is, in fact, information the oppressive regime has carefully
planned and selected to be "leaked"?" Modine floats this full-of-crap
idea without siting even a "whisper" of a single example of this. He's
just making shit up. Even Assange's myriad enemies have not accused
him of anything like this. All the criticisms are about redacting
names (which they've meticulously done since just about the beginning)
and revealing government secrets. Would you and Modine prefer that we
all leave government secrets unmolested? Should Chomsky and company
just shut up about everything and let the NY Times and NBC figure out
out truth? Modine says, "WikiLeaks, Facebook and most of the
information on the net, are full of personal opinion, not
substantiated fact." Facebook aside (and his inclusion of them is
stupid for reasons I don't have time to get in to), where does he site
any evidence that this is true of Wikileaks? He doesn't because he has
none and there is none. All Modine is doing is buttressing the
argument (an argument I disagree with) that actors/celebs don't know
anything and should keep their traps shut."
'Former Labor Secretary is WRONG. WE don't need a stronger Middle Class...we need NO CLASS. We need financial equality for all. I won't settle for less.' right on!
from me: we need a caste free society--one where decency matters more than profit.
Alphabet of the Reptilian Resistance
By Cathy Bilsky & Liz Pressman
A is for Airborne Diseases
B is for Bohemian Grove Or Bildeburger Or Black Magic
C is for Chem Trails
D is for Draconian or Demons or DNA tampering
E is for Earthquake or Electromagnetic Energy or Enslave or Energy Vampire
F is for Fukashima or Fema Concentration Camps or FBI
G is for Genetically Modified Food
H is for HAARP or Hi-jacker or Hologram
I is for Illuminati
J is for Jamming Signals
K is for Knights Templar or KKK
L is for Lizard
M is for Mind control or Montauk project
N is for Nazi or New World Order or Neocons
O is for Oil Spill or Ozone depletion
P is for Police State
Q is for Question Authority
R is for Reptilian or Radiation
S is for Satan or scull and Bones or Shape Shifter
T is for Tsunami or Tornado Or Torture or Tesla
U is for Under Ground Resistance Movement
V is for Vrill or Vampire
W is for Weather Manipulation or Water Boarding
X is for X-Rays (all kinds)
Y is for Year 2012
Z is for Zapped
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RheUK3OazkM&feature=share
the lizards, vampires trolls and pedos are losing! people have the power!
'NONE OF THE ABOVE'--so that I can win the next presidential election.
We do not allow trolls or vampires or bible bangers here, nor racists homophobes woman haters ron paul extremists nor apologists for patriarchal pimpdom.
http://front.moveon.org/scribbling-sharpie-illustrates-the-truth-about-our-economy/#.TfphgLzAatz;facebook
also--note to democrats--after you guys gleefully destroyed Hillary Clinton, and any hope for universal health care (at the behest of your insurance company benefactors--Jimmy Carter himself says Ted Kennedy is the one who tanked health care)--you thought you could get away with twittering pics of your Weiners and continuing to disrespect the women in your party and in your country--and THAT is the reason for the rise of Palin--all of you fake "progressive" guys like Jon Stewart and Steven Colbert and all other sexist operatives who really are about nothing but kissing right wing ass and helping them further destroy the taxpaying mothers of this country---you have a big surprise coming in 2012---you are not going to win--and that may be the best thing for America---the chance for an actual LEFT to organize and defeat the right wing slugs that you guys pander to day and night.
NO MORE SUPPORT FOR OBUSHMA!
on this blog anymore--so I'm going to disallow new members for a while. I think people will be invited to blog here by invitation only--I have no more patience for bigots and ignorance toward gays women or non christians blacks, feminists socialists and other targets of trolls.
think they are smarter than all the mothers and grandmothers of this world--they are certain that they have gotten away with their crimes, certain that women will continue to aid their lust for death and blood. But--they are becoming more visible, as we weave the web of visibility around them--where in the Light they will burn.
I will arm all of the world's women! vote for me! barr 2012
she chloroformed her taped her mouth and nose and threw her into the pool! I am Nancy Drew plus Nancy Grace!
CASEY WILL BE CONVICTED FOR FIRST DEGREE PREMEDITATED MURDER. this is bigger than the OJ trial. I can't wait for the defense's case. I loved seeing Marsha Clark on the panels too--she is an old friend of mine.
but--he has given black americans, and the mormon americans and evangelical americans of every race and color--as well as orthodox jews an opportunity to get right--should they hate their gay children or not? This is a very important subject that America must bring into the Light where it can be proved or unproved. This is historic--is the bible right when it says kill your gay children or is it wrong? my answer: I accept nothing that comes from any book written by any man. I have learned that everything Patriarchal leads to unending war and Pedophiles as Priests. Listen to me: we need new traditions that serve our Higher Good--which is the Common Good. Drop the Hate and STOP CALLING IT GOD. it is not. God is in the minds of believers and no where else.
Tracy is telling us what little children hear every day--and many of them ARE gay, and know that they are under attack. This kind of explains so much about who Tracy is and why he thinks it's a 'choice' to be gay. The fact is, its OK 2 B gay. It's not ok to lie. It's not OK to hate gays. It's not ok to use G-d as an excuse for hating gays either!
Many heterosexuals have 'chosen' to live that lifestyle because they are too afraid of the violence encouraged against gays in Evangelical America! It is not a choice---you are born gay. Start dating each other instead of quoting the bible all the time!
love men, instead of condemning them!
Lesbanians:--start loving each other right now! Stop battering each other too! You guys are bitches!
http://www.nydailynews.com/gossip/2011/06/12/2011-06-12_chris_rock_backtracks_after_defending_tracy_morgans_antigay_rant_i_dont_support_.html
NOT to discuss THE HOMOPHOBIC HATRED that exists in the black church and parts of the black community, or the Mormon, of course---(that would be too risky raw and righteous, after all)--but to further attack a fellow comic who is more brilliant and edgy than the two of them rolled into one. Tracy made public the stuff that talibangelist 'Christians' are saying in this country coast to coast.
let's not attack the messenger, but address the substance of the message--america is going taliban-christian-jihad zionist-soon we will all be wearing the veil and have sister wives.
always say Clinton was a great president--but the fact is, he was a terrible president who sent our jobs away under NAFTA.
to reconsider their homophobia, and their religious faiths. Thank you Tracy, for kicking down a door of silence that should not exist at all anymore--many many religious people say they would kill their gay kids if they could. thank you for showing us what is behind the curtain of bullshit --babylon is falling.
comics reflect reality back in society's face--Tracy was just commenting on Palin, and the Republican and Mormon and Evangelical attitudes towards gays--its true that their hatred of their own gay kids is repulsive--and tracy nailed that.
He is a comic genius--watch his stand up. I've never seen anyone better--including richard pryor or lenny bruce--he gets deep into a subject--drug addiction, being black, dysfunctional families, racism, and the sexual limitations of being male--he has said more than almost any other comic about these things--
Comics go too far sometimes--at least the great ones do. He apologized, and is being attacked by every one on earth--but we have a need to destroy our bravest artists-- because they go too far and too deep while exposing the rot at the core of our unexamined social contracts, and religious bigotries.
Tracy's best characters are gay--he's conflicted about it and the TRUTH is--the black Christian community is hateful to gays, and he is acting that out --exposing the dark heart--he is mirroring all those black churches who took money from racist mormons to oppose gay rights and pass prop 8 in Cali.
--take a deeper look at the words of artists who mock hypocricy. I grew up hearing people say they would kill their own kids if they were gay--two of my sibs are gay--that is why I have fought so hard--
and-- I will also keep fighting people who do not want artists to expose TRUTH. The FACT that people think and talk this way about their own gay children needs to be exposed 24-7!
I know, as a comic--that Tracy Morgan was channeling the real everyday loathing directing at gay kids within their own hateful religious families--
and will continue to do so as long as the ravings of insane ayn rand are included in the marketplace of ideas while my ideas are considered too extreme to take seriously. Everything I am attacked for saying becomes accepted as MOR within a two year span, and NOTHING that Ayn Rand has ever said ever happens, manifests or becomes accepted--because it is fascist feminist bullshit.
the subject will be the marginalization of women's opinion.
http:///www.nytimes.com/2011/06/04/world/middleeast/04mossad.html?_r=1
BIBI/AIPAC IS THE DEATH OF ISRAEL
morally bankrupt: http://www.uruknet.info/?p=m78493&hd=&size=1&l=e
death penalty for Casey Anthony. that way she will have a long time in solitary confinement in prison to think about what she did and why she did it. What a cold lying mother torturer she is. It's always about hating your mom, everything is. "Why didn't mommy protect me?" turns to ice cold hate after a while of it.
absolute truth--god is the devil here on earth--satan was given full reign against the children of Ashtoreth, the Hebrew Goddess. However the Zohar tells us the it is Her Children, the Lightworkers who know how to remove the boundaries that exist between ether and matter.
my platform and running mates. lets do this--lets get rid of obama the reps and the dems and the lobbyists and corruption of war mongerers and criminals banksters and predatorary patriarchal pimps and their Prostitute Palin. We can do this--wake up! elect me--save yourselves! barr 2012
was the greatest american television show about mothers and family and gay issues and politics that was ever on television. Pat Loud broke down more doors than did I, or any other woman. Thank you Pat! Bill Loud is the greatest father character ever on TV, and Lance was a hero with the heart of a lion. the roseanne show owes the Loud family big time.
It's simple. If you're a customer of Verizon Wireless or AT&T, you'll continue to support right-wing interests - or you can make the CHOICE to support progressive causes just by switching over to CREDO Mobile. Your decision. Enough said.
"Roseanne's Nuts"--we have thirteen episodes in the can and need three more--I am hoping that people will enjoy the show--we put so much into it--the politics of food, desire for community, hope for self sufficiency, and love of life, and family-- as usual, the same subjects that I love to write about and talk about--and so much fun and lots of laughs. July 13 Lifetime 10pm. thanks for the opportunity--lifetime and three ball!
http://www.newser.com/story/120585/rapper-lupe-fiasco-president-obama-is-the-biggest-terrorist.html
The take down of Obushma has to come from african americans, who are being mind controlled right now--to say nothing as if the president's skin color matters more than his empty policies and failure to protect the citizens of this country from predators of every type.
DO NOT VOTE FOR DEMS OR REPUBS! neither party has any difference from the other...they are both servants of big money and care NOTHING about the citizens of this country, particularly the women taxpayers.
"woman's pages"- i remember when we all said, "woman's pages" means "separate but equal". worrisome.
runs on bullyism and religion.
His wife is Muslim--she needs to leave him and do the right thing, and so does Mrs. Clinton--Mrs. Clinton is going to be forced to take the side of American Jews on the vessel "audacity of hope" against Israel if the anti-blockade ship is attacked by Israel. One fourth of the passengers are Jews, many are Americans, including Alice Walker, the author of "The Color Purple". Israel is in terrible danger of self destruction under the horrible and greedy Bibi Netanyahu, an aipac operative who answers to the same people that Sarah Palin answers to: Right wing fascist Zionist Christians who want a Jew Free world.
The Evangelicals believe that Christ will return to the world when all of the Jewish people who refuse to worship him as the one true savior (christian crusades) are murdered in a righteous war against the anti-christ (jews).
Make no mistake--years ago I warned of this lemming like agreement that israel's right wing has led the jews into--bedding those who despise us and want our end. Aipac is just a branch of Haliburton, and it is only kept powerful through attacking socialist jews who care about a just world, and not banking profits. The way that Aipac stays powerful is through PR firms who hire bloggers to attack targets in cyber, and libel and besmirch them anonymously, and destroy their lives and livlihoods as artists. How does someone get so twisted that they would choose to grow richer and richer by destroying their own family? That is what 'belief' and 'tradition' do to people. there are only facts.
GOD HATES RELIGION--(now watch the patriarchal female ghouls rush in to say that God cannot Hate). God does in fact HATE EVIL--which is patriarchy.
The vessel named "audacity of hope" is bound for Gaza--one quarter of the people on board are Jewish! Aipac is falling--while it's operatives are tweeting weiner pics, and morally bankrupt in everyway, helping BIBI to murder the Jewish soul, just for a few shekels. See the Light ahead! It grows brighter every minute--
Ken Levine, who blames me for the harassment I was put through, is probably just another Aipac operative Hollywood insider who delights in blackballing me in the entertainment industry because i am not a supporter of Zionist occupation of Palestinian lands, nor do I support the racist ghettoization of Gaza. To many uneducated Jewish people inside of Hollywood--who are encouraged by ADL, and Aipac to attack any Jew who opposes Bibi Netanyahu with gang emails, facebook, myspace and twitter attacks on that person's character. It has been happening to me for years---but because I know how to access my own inner Hashem, I fear no human being at all--the One that is in me is stronger than the one who is in the world. I have helped to crack walls and kick them down everywhere that I see darkness hiding from Light. Gaza may be the graveyard of the Jewish Soul, and of Israel-- But- I see instead that Divine Intelligence will intercede on behalf of David the King of Malchut this Shavuout, as the Weiners fade and the grandmothers gather!
from my heart to the ear of the Hebrew Goddess, Ashtoreth, who is the Tree of Life, celebrated today, though almost no Jew knows of this at all.
"I just heard an interview on CBC radio with James Burrows, and he said his favorite show that he worked on is Cheers because "I get a 'created by' credit". That's how important that credit is!"
FROM RW:
ANOTHER WRITER WHO KNOWS KEN LEVINE IS A LIAR WHO SAYS THE CREATED BY CREDIT IS NOT IMPORTANT!!
both are the brains behind their creepy perv husbands---
obsession with penis and tweeting begins when any talk of the fed ensues, or any critique of Bibi.
when I say that I know that I am G-d, but I do know that, and so I must make these remarks. Why? Because everyone must know this same thing about themselves, that they are made of Stardust, Endless Love and Empty Space. We can fix each problem that faces us and solve it cheaply, and save ourselves merely by discarding Patriarchal Pedo-Necrophilic Programming whispered into our ears by Satan, the Lord of Flesh Peddlers.
their rights and their gains and their homes, will join the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints (the mormons). They are a righteous group of folks. Their church is based on socialist principles...ten percent off the top from all for the work of the church--(communist thinking). As a result, they are able to supply their church members with cradle to the grave protection, a vast social safety net that guarantees protection for all. If you are hungry, come to Zion, SLC Utah, and join the righteous Mormon Church. It's Presidency must immediately meet with me for more of my fabu ideas on how the Mormons can actually save the US constitution, which is hanging by a thread.
I also encourage all the suffering US indian tribes to join the Mormon church too--you will be well cared for! As soon as the mormons begin to share their wealth with the poor American people, the faster the US government will be encouraged by the Romney-ites to supply single payer health care, trust me. As soon as Walmart has to pay the health care of its employees, the faster they will instruct the Congress to pass universal health care.
The Mormon church is instrumental in blocking socialistic legislation, at the same time that it encourage its members to live a socialist reality.
writers write to be read or to be heard! Would i still write everyday even if no one read my writing? of course I would. I cannot not write, it would be the end of me. I love words and ideas. Writing is a solitary thing--It used to blow my mind that the writers would say, without a second thought to my face, after hearing my notes--'We'll go up to the writer's room and gang bang it.' i said, 'could you please use another term and not that one? Can you say gang punch up?'
"NO" they answered.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7AQ8rq12rI
another reason to hate him. i think Ken Levine and I have tangled on the issue of Gaza before too.
http://erinthill.wordpress.com/
although, quite disappointingly at the end, she ends up giving weight to the idea that I was an out of control maniac, which is not true at all, by the way. I was a feminist with very strong principles, and quite a clear vision of what I wanted. I had not attended harvard, nor years of training in hack writing circles, and i was resented because i had my finger on the pulse of reality at the time. Hollywood writers considered the female viewer just a little above a speaking cow in intelligence. They always said women were against a strong feminist message, and only wanted bouncy hair and all the rest of that boring load of shit assumed by elitist swine who never sat in a room with a woman who did not defer to their 'supremacy'--in some way.
A quick way to get close to the network deal makers was to tell them that I was being "handled", or calmed, or appeased, as if i had not one once of professionalism. One writer whom I caught bad mouthing me to the network in order to make himself look important was secretly taped, and backed down when the tape was produced that exposed him as a liar regarding my behavior on set. I had secretaries and cleaning women on my side, and that is how I won. I had lady spies everywhere.
They often talked of "putting me in my place' within their secret covens, which my friends (writers and writer's assistants) on the inside would relate to me. When Tom Arnold found out that it was ABC radio itself that authored most of the stories that called me 'difficult', he called them and threatened to sue, and we received an apology from them for this terribly upsetting and unfair treatment, which was stopped, but by then it was all too late.
They could not stand that a working class woman with no middle class veneer could get through the gauntlet, but I did.
for the year. Way to go dude, I'm very proud of you, Playa Baller.
filled the streets in slc for our Utah Pride parade--I was touched at the number of large bodies women who stood in the streets to wave to me. Your beauty was showing! Your smiles so sweet! When the fat gals and the gays get together totally--(along with the immigrants and progressives), LOOK OUT Billionaire SATANS!
Here are some things I remember from the tv show Roseanne: 1) You went after insurance companies and people who rip off the elderly. The episode where Bev moved into that condo that was reclaimed by the company upon her death. 2) You showed, with Dan's motorcycle shop and the Lunch Box that it is almost impossible for small business owners to survive without corporate backing. 3) I remember the episode when David went to work for that horrible amusement park that was obviously supposed to be Disney, and how completely evil this company was. I also admired the way you changed the identity of this company just enough to avoid any legal problems. I learned a lot of life lessons from your show by the time I was 14. It seems to me that you were sending out a lot of messages that the status quo did not want the public to receive. I would not be too hard on yourself for mistakes you've made in the past, Roseanne. You've obviously learned from them. I think you've contributed more good than bad to the world. You fought some pretty large battles for people who you don't even know. That kind of fighting would take a toll on anyone.
http://washingtonjewishweek.com/main.asp?SectionID=4&SubSectionID=4&ArticleID=15042
this has my full support and all of my hope for fair and just solutions to problems between families and tribes.
http://www.realecontv.com/videos/real-estate/foreclosing-on-the-bank-.html
It was presented to me by a fantastic lawyer who is now being heard in the Courts of this country--Yes We Can!
Socialism for everyone, not just the Mormon church! I humbly encourage all poverty stricken Native Americans to join the Mormon Church today--their Book of Mormon is about you! It is about how God will redeem you through the Mormon Church--which just happens to have the world's greatest cradle to the grave welfare system, paid for in no bid government contracts underwritten by the taxpaying mothers of America whose rights are under attack by this same church!
The Church is a righteous one and feeds clothes and shelters its members, although it is sexist and racist and homophobic right now, but will soon change in a big way! Join the Mormon Church, America. This will cause the church to understand that socialism for all is in its own best interest, and to start sharing its God Given Socialist Ideals of tithing and community, and stop funding anti gay, anti female and anti labor legislation--while advancing its own socialist goals!!!
You cannot dismantle the master's house using the master's tools! This is what Joseph Smith warned you about!
because I found them neccessary to do in order to show that I would not bow down to the wishes of those who had little interest in whether I lived or died. It was an extreme time in my life--and I tried to kick down as many doors for women, working class people and gay people to walk through, as I possibly could. Oh, I was so on fire to burn down the Beast, before it had consumed all who work for a living.
I had the desire to show black and white people as good neighbors to each other too, as it had been in my childhood before gentrification and the white flight to the suburbs, which was just beginning in the year I first went on stage. Everything has happened just as i dreamed it would---women would be on the side of freedom for women, just once. I knew the chain reaction that would cause--for freedom tself, FREEDOM from fundamentalist religion. Education for the world's girls, and an end to child marriage and child slavery. All of those impediments to freedom for women were my target. It is behind those 'traditions' that Satan himself lurks. There will be freedom for women in every corner of this earth someday, I saw it when I was young and i see it so much more clearly now. Freedom for old loud women like myself is a concept that matters more to me than any other.
Not all persons have the level of commitment that I have to my goal, but I do have it and hopefully will have it until the day that I am released from this hell that could easily have been heaven.
ps. of course i regret deeply any hurt that I have caused anyone, ever. I am sincere in saying this. I do not want to go to hell, nor to live my life as a first class asshole.
Desperate times do indeed sometimes call for desperate measures. I accomplished a lot, and do have so many to thank--from the women who cleaned the set--to those who contributed their energy and laughter and good thoughts and hearts and souls to a great tv show. You know who you are and consider yourselves thanked--I appreciate all of the good words from so many of you of late, and have decided not to publish them, because i do not want to give one more second of my life to remember bad times when I am obviously so fortunate to live the lovely and beautiful life of my dreams now in my old age in Hawai'i. To all who made the Roseanne show, including the talented Matt Williams, and the forceful Marcy Carsey who gave me my start, I say, let bygones be bygones and may G-d bless and protect yourselves and your loved ones from now until forever! I ask your forgiveness for my bad behavior and my faults, but mental illness is like that...we sometimes forget that others are involved in our dramas, and that they have feelings too. Hopefully someday, you will say these same things to me. i hope for forgiveness myself, but whether I get it or not will not affect the level of repentance that I find neccessary in order to move past the past.
My article was about the time in my life where I realized that my ego was completely out of the bounds of madness. It was misunderstood and mischaracterized and picked apart by a bitter writer whose own show was cancelled.
May you come to your senses someday, brother. I will pray that you are capable of a deep level of self introspection, and that this letter will hasten that. I thank you for bringing deep thoughts to my inner world. They were much needed and are greatly appreciated.
I have a lovely life now that I am no longer mentally ill. I really wish that people would stop calling me crazy, as i am no longer mentally ill. I am fully sane now, which to the insane and immoral means crazy indeed. But i am not crazy nor mentally ill in the least. Don't call me a retard either. crazy is the same as nigger and retard. get over yourselves and know this: yes I am a monster to you, Satan. (ego). My own ego was Satan.
Also, in fairness to myself I must say that so many of the things that writers are angry about happened in the writer's room and I was rarely in the writer's room. I was married to a man who might have been seen as being abusive to people. I did instruct Tom Arnold to take control of the Roseanne show writer's room for me and that he did do. How he did it is sometimes a shocking thing for me to find out about. I am not excusing myself for my own mistakes, but many things that happened were not done by me. I forgive everyone, but I feel that in the interest of truth, I can never let myself be accused again without defending myself.
I divorced Tom when he started to become best friends with the future Governor of California, Arnold the Sperminator. I heard from many of Hollywood's top producers that at the Governor and Maria's dinner parties, my sanity and my work was an integral subject of the bitter reparte providing the entertainment of derision at many official Hollywood dinners. I must say that i feel I do not deserve the terrible reputation that I have in Hollywood. Most people there have never met me at all, and those same people say they were there in the hospital the night that Richard Gere came in too. Most of the writers who claim to know me or to have worked on my show are lying, and were never fired at all. Most of them had contracts that were not renewed after two years, which is under the labor laws of California, a different subject than is a firing. It's all tabloid talk or gossip, most of it. The few stories of my being unkind are all true though. I enjoyed being a bitch and a cunt to the highest extent, as any former waitress would also enjoy just for one day. I had years of putting piggish men in their place and telling them that their shit was not funny, because in fact, it did NOT make me laugh, but cringe. I am not a liar, unfortunately, although I have been easily confused about facts when in the death grip of a manic high, or a depressive state. It was not easy to fake that I was crazy, and pretend that all I cared about was fame and money. In reality, I cared only for pacifying my narcissistic messianic complex. I wanted to Lenny Bruce my way out of here, but instead i learned to meditate, and that changed me from bottom to top. I got some peace and quiet in my head, and the voices eased.
Not that I was blameless, but I was really busy acting on set and did not hang out with writers much at all. I hung out with my fellow actors, John Goodman and Laurie Metcalf, Sarah Gilbert Lecy Goransen,sarah Chalke, Michael Fishman and others still very near and dear to me. The story about having the writers wear numbers was to prove to them that they laughed hardest at the jokes that they wrote themselves. I did prove it that way too.
Anyway, creating something is painful and sometimes brings out the worst in people, and it did for me. I am a lot better now that I have become an almost fully integrated DID/PTSD patient.
The first people who were dumped out onto the streets of this country were the helplessly mentally ill. They set predators against the people into their quiet streets, so that they could save one dime on the dollar. judgement day is tikkuun olam.
I just wish there was more compassion for the suffering of the women in this world. Women, as I always write must learn to come to the defense of other women who are braver than they are. As soon as that happens, the world will immediately self-correct. (my interpretation of Mishnah).
than everyone else--that is a peculiar kind of madness--to have your sanity questioned by idiots with no vision whatsoever. Just like the Witch Trials of the Popes--where sadists judge those who refuse the imposed perversions of power.
He is defending the offenders of course--that's who he is. He doesn't get what I was saying in this blog or in the original article, because he has no empathy for people like me or charlie sheen, dave chappelle, brett butler, cybil shepherd, margaret cho, tracy morgan or valerie harper or any of the other stars who have survived a hostile work environment---but nonetheless, it is against the law to foster one, and even though Labor Laws are the bane of Hollywood, they do exist and should be used against producers who defend offenders/bullies.
That is the very definition of fostering a hostile work environment--to band together to attack the credibility of one who brings a complaint--it is a great Labor Law, which gives recourse to male and female artists against harassment and bullying treatment, such as I lived through.
Also--Ken doesn't understand how Hollywood works at all--he doesn't think that a "created by" credit matters in the least.
I stopped at ss10 because I didn't know exactly which names were supposed to go on the ballots in ss11 and ss12. If you could provide a list of the names altogether for ss11 and ss12 that would be a great help. I just need all the names for each super-state in one list for each.
Below are the ballots of ss1-ss10. When they are all done, I and/or we can send them to each facebook address for all the facebook individuals on the ballots... see how this would work more quickly?
Super-state Parliament #1
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=question&id=123269131091651&qa_ref=qd
Super-state Parliament #2
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=question&id=123270224424875&qa_ref=qd
Super-state Parliament #3
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=question&id=123270904424807&qa_ref=qd
Super-state Parliament #4
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=question&id=123272701091294&qa_ref=qd
Super-state Parliament #5
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=question&id=123273424424555&qa_ref=qd
Super-state Parliament #6
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=question&id=123273934424504&qa_ref=qd
Super-state Parliament #7
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=question&id=123274644424433&qa_ref=qd
Super-state Parliament #8
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=question&id=123276067757624&qa_ref=qd
Super-state Parliament #9
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=question&id=123277034424194&qa_ref=qd
Super-state Parliament #10
http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=question&id=123277484424149&qa_ref=qd