try to get what is left of your brains in gear now. Listen to me, you are going to continue to lose all your money every day. the more money you spend, the lower the amount the dollar is worth. do not buy anything for xmas and stay home. save every dime you can and just talk about real things with one another for at least one hour per day–not religion not politics, but about the power of the mind and the studies currently blowing the doors off of perception itself regarding that. the mind can fix the body and the body can fix the mind.