everything i write in cyber goes into the heart of the beast where info becomes data. its fun! having book anxiety. how much me is too much? should i tell the truth about being a transexual? or not? no one cared when I said I was a lesbian. The hormones that I am taking are making my beard come in thicker. Oh wait, I’m not on hormones, and that’s the reason my beard is thicker! It gets confusing. need more wine but no! I am sober off of pot and so I cannot drink wine while I am on the ambien. or whatever.