December 3, 2006

Israel - Part 4

Because I was famous, I guess, (or good lookin', not sure) I was escorted by the army down into and through the tunnels that run under the wailing wall and into a whole world that exists there, unbeknownst to the masses.

There, looking through a portal, I saw cobblestone streets that were thousands of years old. I was breathless, and could barely believe my eyes. There were buildings!

The tour guide explained to us that "Wailing Wall" was actually the wall that surrounded the temple, not the actual temple, as I had always been taught. I suddenly felt like I had entered a wormhole in the fabric of time and space, and as the tour guide continued to talk, my mind wandered, and I could not help but stare at the entrance to the temple, which had been a marketplace.

I felt (heard) the voice telling me then that these were the actual steps that jesus walked on, and that his dna is down there, and that the resurrection was just the deep meditative vision that someone in the past understood as cloning. Jesus could be cloned today...

The power of jesus is the power of the temple, and the temple in jerusalem is the model for the blueprint of the human mind. The mind is a labyrinth. The mind has rooms. The temple was the place where all things were reconciled and made holy. The temple was the model for the integration of the human mind. It was all clear to me then that god was healing me of multiple personality disorder. God was allowing me to see clearly that the divisions I had created in my mind in order to impose order on chaos were being lifted. I wondered if I could live hearing only one voice. I had never experienced life with just one voice in my head. God told me that roseanne was gone now, really, and that she only remained as a body that held god. It is funny that this is the exact way shrinks always can tell if you are truly crazy or not.. you think you are god. LOL I was crazy all right, LOL. Where I became dangerous was in the thought that I was not the only one. There are millions like me, maybe billions I do not know. But I thought anyone who hears god at all is ONE. One never knows, do one?

I want to hear what they say, because I find that not all of them hear god the way I do, but some of them do. The ones who do, I have found are the ones who never defend their beliefs, and never argue them and would rather die than see them imposed on others. I have met people who are like me since I have traveled the world, and they always make themselves known to me too. I do nothing but tell my story and they appear to tell theirs. They seem to drop off at certain points, and that point is usually Jesus. A lot of people cannot hang with Jesus at all. I call them christo-jews. (more on them and how they control israel later.)

A lot of muslims do.

I used my fame as an american jew to help open the very first kaballah center ever in jerusalem, and I was allowed to cut the ribbon on it. I was happy then because I knew we still had two years until the year 2000.

I am a kabbalist. What that means actually, is that I practice meditation in order to integrate the many entities and voices that I have accrued in my journeys through earth. I know it is in my interest to discard voices that have been programmed into me through fear. Those, I am obligated to let go, before the virus they are attached to spreads any further. Meditation is a cure for mental illness. When your mental alchemy is restored, it seems that you see clearly how you were programmed as a child to become a suicide bomber in order to protect the richest and most corrupt child molester arms dealers that are your particular leaders.

I decided somewhere that I liked the voice that told me these things more than the voice who tried to stop it. I made a pact with the higher side of myself that I would no longer say one thing and do another. That was the hardest part of integration, walking the walk. I could talk the talk all day long.

Walking the path though, that is god enough.

JESUS IS COMING AND SHE IS NOT JESUS.

I WILL WRITE SOON ABOUT THE UNITY OF JEWS AND ARABS, AND HOW THE GOVERNMENT OF ISRAEL TRIED TO DIRECT MY SPIRITUAL QUEST...ALSO ABOUT SEEING THE HOLY GRAIL ITSELF!!!

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