November 28, 2006
Jerry Garcia
To answer the jerry garcia question: The "dead" was booked on the roseanne show for halloween, and just the week before, jerry garcia died. I felt like he was guiding me on that particular episode, it is the one I directed and I felt he was coming to me in dreams and telling me to play his song titled "Brothers and Sisters", which I used as the soundtrack for that episode.
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Domestic Goddess - Part 5 - Only Victims Ask Why
I saw Chi again after I had debuted in a television comedy that was about a woman who lost her union job at a plastics factory, took a series of minimum wage jobs, opened and lost two businesses, then her husband, and at her lowest point, began to write about a woman who wins the lottery and buys the town's plastics factory.
Chi came to New York to visit me and told me all about how she had been living in a village in South Carolina, where she had been made an oruban priestess. I already had been a mystic since I was very very young, and I was excited to hear more about everything.
We walked all over the city, and we saw a street fair, I picked up a voodoo dolly and she took a picture of me holding it up. The next time I saw her was when she summoned me to San Francisco, where she was living back amongst Black Lesbian good graces there.
We walked the streets smoking cigars dressed in black all night long for a few days.
Gangsters approached us, and remarked on how we were vulnerable. I will never forget chi looking at the leader of the group and saying very softly..."Your choice". She was scarier than DeNiro in taxi driver, and with that only, the guy backed off, and so did the ones with him. The Power of Presence is not well known to women. Mostly we know about the presence of absence, because demurring to power is all that was ever shown to work on our behalf.
She taught me how to grab people's thoughts as they passed by. I was a fast learner, and stand up comedy had helped me hewn that part of my awareness. We picked a man on a bus and when he got off, we got off. It was three am. We circled him slowly and clockwise saying nothing. "Slow his heartbeat". she demanded, and I did, after some resistance on my part to believing that it was so simple to do that.
"Why"? I asked over and over again, regarding a number of subjects. "I will tell you why", she promised, and after we left the man, humbler than before, and never to dare ever again to think he understood women, we went to the docks that overlooked Alcatraz. She told me there... "ONLY VICTIMS ASK WHY" I recognized that that was the truth, the deepest truth of all.
"I have a solution for all the shit that separates you and me" she said..."I will teach you, but then you will become a worthy opponent and we will never be able to see each other again." I sat stunned because I did not want to lose her again. I wanted to learn more than any other thing, though. I absorbed all that she taught me, and at the end of our last weekend together, she said to me.."Now when you walk down that hall and out that door, you are taking my ancestors with you and you are leaving yours here with me too." Everything of race and class and religion that ever separated us in any way was healed, and when I walked down her hallway that night, I felt all the African and all the Yoruban ancestors settle into my blood and make themselves my own. I could feel all my jewish forebears getting comfortable in her body, and at last leaving the exile of the western world for darker soil that felt like home.
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Domestic Goddess - Part 4 - Wiccans and the Closing of the Bookstore
Before, we always argued to keep wiccans out, mostly because we felt that they were counter revolutionary, in that they settled for personal politics and sexual power games over Radical Feminist analysis of Socialism.
Also, too, the wiccans were still largely heterosexual and were fighting with their own lesbianing factioners over the issue of males leading their worship circles...the straight women preferred their husbands as Priestesses to lesbians, whom they said were "too male".
Chi and Bella used to make fun of the wiccans by grabbing old scarves and prancing in circles waving them around and singing in falsetto voices about how they were magic wood nymphs who were trying to teach "negroes" how to worship a white female as God.
Chi was an excellent musician, because her family members were considered some of america's jazz greats. I wrote my first comedy routine around that time...I strummed the acoustic guitar and sang in falsetto these words (think Holly Near):
"I was born twenty nine years ago
I didnt know it then, but I
was a Les-bi-an
I went to school
and got my msw
and now I drive a bmw.
I believe in freedom of the press
and Equal Rights for Whales..."
(then I would say "Bridge")
And say "have any of you guys
ever read atlas shrugged by ayn rand?
I really love that book I want to be a libertarian"
Then I would start hacking and coughing and bow and leave. Oh what a laugh I got from my dark skinned pals on that one!
We were desperate for more members in our collective though, and even though we snickered behind their magical backs, we admired the wiccans somewhat for at least being out of the cultural box enough to see Female Divinity.
It was all fun and games until someone got hurt, and someone did. The wiccans opened their faux castle door one day to find it smeared in chicken blood. They called it "being blooded", and they immediately closed down their witchy storefront and disappeared. We heard that some latina lesbian wiccans blooded them over letting white men lead their woodsy ceremonies.
When rational people ask me why it is that women are on the bottom of every group on earth, my answer is that women have developed the need to think the bottom IS the top, thanks to our religions and we are hopelessly lost in the victim/martyr mindset.
The solution for women is not the top at all, but the middle, where everything is drama'd down.
Continual celebration of spitting out more children to supply the fairy tales, has been forced on women, in the glorified "pedophilia-without-sex" called "Motherhood".
About this time, sister came up with the idea of reaching out to the Women at the University in Boulder. The Women's studies group there was busy standing powerlessly by as the Black History group was being dismantled, and because there was no groundswell to protest that development, due to the fact that white students were starting to claim that black students were getting preferential treatment on campus, all groups that had anything to do with racial or gender parity were disappeared too within a year or so.
The whole divide and conquer thing has never ever failed in making slaves out of everyone who chooses a side.
By 1982, everything that took root in the 60's was dead.
The collective was approached by a woman named carol chargingthunder, who was involved with Yellow Thunder, an Indian group that was fighting the government in South Dakota. She had been arrested for smuggling guns from central america through mexico and to the indian encampment. She came to us to ask if we could help her pay for attorney fees.
But, because she was a member of the armed services when she smuggled those weapons, we knew we could do nothing. She said she knew many soldiers were also becoming arms dealers too.
After that, Chi disappeared for a number of years, scared off by the fbi men who broke into her house looking for her. I was scared off too, and started closing down the bookstore, shipping the books out of america. It was devastating to lose all that international history written by women of every culture, but I still feel that the books are alive somewhere though, and when I read of women's parity groups in palestine and among the dalits of India and in parts of Africa, I think sometimes that the voices in those books are still unburned and living.
I think now too, of the genocidal gluttony that is destroying everything in Africa, and how we, at Woman to Woman Bookstore saw that all coming way back then, when race was a subject not yet taboo in America. Africa is our Mother, and this is the age of the motherless.
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November 27, 2006
Domestic Goddess - Part 3 - Living in Interesting Times
I remember my dear friend, the woman who taught me about yoruba and africa disappearing for days, especially after the one time when she hid in her basement under a pile of dirty clothes, and was miraculously not seen by the mormon fbi agents who kicked in her door and asked her lover if she knew her whereabouts. Bella said no, and Chi just happened to be downstairs washing clothes when they burst in yelling, "get down Negro" to bella, Chi later said "what are the odds that my 250 lbs. would just fit under a pile of laundry? I can't believe they didn't see me there, or at least hear my breathing, or my pounding heart!"
What the fuck did you do I asked? She got quiet like she did when she was serious and she said "I tried to educate Black Children in Oakland." That was when I knew I was cursed, and indeed like the Chinese say, living in interesting times.
"I guess the goddess wants me to be out here still." she remarked, while turning the world over in her mouth like cud.
I said "Let's go check out that woman's group by the terminal annex, that group of witches there, and see if they want to join up with a bunch of black latina lesbian jews".
Chi: "yeah, maybe this women's movement could use some goddess energy."
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Domestic Goddess - Part 2 - More and More Factions
The bookstore was dividing more and more into factions. I was the last of the straight women. Most of them had been run out of there by the lesbian separatists, who wanted no straight women in the collective. I stayed because I wanted to work with my sister, and I loved her lover as one loves one's in laws. The lesbians used to call me all kinds of names, from dikey - likey to closet case, and I would good naturedly tell them to go fuck a man. We kidded each other, and sometimes things got unmercifully tense as a result. Mostly, we saw each other as compatriots for choosing to stay in the collective at woman to woman because we were taking a multi-cultural, multi-racial position in the movement to international feminism.
Next faction, Lesbians who were self identified as Sado Masochists vs. the Lesbians who were Pagans vs. Lesbians who wanted to have "baster babies" vs. the Zionists vs. the socialists, and the transgendered vs. the Butch dyke...to see two of those folks fighting about being female was quite an eye opener for me.
About this time, I decided to become a stand up comic. My first act was written for an all black/jewish/latina lesbian audience. The first time I performed was in the basement of woman to woman bookstore, in the year of our white lord ronald reagon, 1980.
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November 26, 2006
Domestic Goddess - Part 1 - Racism is Always Bad....
In the mid-late 1970's, I worked as part of a woman's collective that was called "Woman to Woman Bookcenter" on lower Colfax Ave, in Denver Colorado. Ours was a multi racial multi class group. We ran a woman's referral hotline. We called ourselves "feminists".
In late 1980, just after the reagan lanslide, the various services that our collective's rolodex offered/referred to the needy, were "unfunded" by the reagonites, who's sole purpose was to begin the dismantling of the middle class. The first step in this class warfare was to flood the streets with mental patients released from hospitals, thereby putting all the social burden of that on the mom/pop stores in the area, who almost immediately began to go out of business.
We saw our first glimpse of the future when an older woman, well known to all on colfax avenue's skid row, was taken down by two uniformed police officers, one of whom held her head to the pavement with his black boot. I ran outside to yell... "officer, what are you doing?" I had never seen the likes of it. "did she pull her fork on him?", I wondered. "get back in your shop!" he yelled. But I, indignant and suburban crossed the street anyway and said, "I want your badge number! I am reporting you!"
My sister Geraldine, and two big black lesbian women who worked there before me and sis joined in on the fight against "Patriarchy" (our commitment came from seeing what the mormon church in Utah did to defeat the Equal Rights Amendment) grabbed me by the arms and told me to get back in the shop and to shut up. This was my very first vision of what was coming to America.
I was then sheltered and schooled by black, latina and native american women who have long since been removed.
Back in the mid seventies, jewish and black and latino and native women used to hash out the old racism charges back and forth and it involved some blood too. By the time we found agreement, everyone white and middle class had left the collective and started to join together to build a gay and lesbian community center instead.
They were more comfortable joining ranks with white gay men than with black women who were almost obsessed with leveling charges of racism.
Sister and I stayed and were two of the four white women who chose "international feminism" over class/race. One of the books in our library said this same thing had happened before, back when feminists were trying to force suffrage, and turned the radical black women out of that group too, thereby weakening the entire anti-slavery movement. For her troubles, Susan B. Anthony was given her own silver dollar posthumously.
Sis and I flung back our charges of anti-semitism, yelled about zionism, cried and argued, admitted our racism, let go of it, and cried and argued some more.
We all, brown black and jewish, having agreed that feminism "Womanism" was the thing that mattered most, after years of inner and outer struggle, closed down the bookstore and shipped all of the books to palestine israel egypt and india, where we hoped they would be read and studied, now that no careerist feminists wanted them to live in denver anymore. The books at the new gay and lesbian center were all about sex and "gayety". No politics, no socialism, no feminist analysis. Those having been removed, the turn to republican money worship was encouraged amongst gays.
Racism is what killed the woman's movement...racism is always, always bad for white women and for gays too!!! Michael Richards' implosion is going to happen to more and more folks.
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Speaking Respectfully and Truthfully
I just read the post about the white guy rant..I am so thrilled right now, about the level of discourse that exists there, and is beginning to take shape on RW. Thanks to all the great thinkers on that particular thread!!!
That was my hope in establishing this forum - for people to speak respectfully and yet truthfully to other people, especially those they disagree with, without rancor and hatred. In kaballistic terms, that is called balancing judgment with mercy. That is a cool meditative state. I will write about it sometime.
That meditation helped me find a way to speak to people I had severely wronged, and to ask their forgiveness, (which was given to me). That is a great feeling, the feeling that you have been forgiven by people you love.
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November 22, 2006
No Call-In
Remember no call in show this week, not until the 6th..
Click here for more information.
Posted at 2:42 PM - Permalink
Need Less
The only weapon we have against the bush-oil-money-war machine is TO NEED LESS!!!
Posted at 2:25 PM - Permalink
Lets All Get Calm
"I sang this song as a lullaby for kids, but it works as meditation too...let's all get calm..."
Posted at 2:11 PM - Permalink
RIGHTEOUS INDIGNATION
THE GOOD THAT MICHAEL RICHARDS HAS DONE FOR AMERICANS WHO CANNOT SEEM TO EXIST WITHOUT GETTING THEIR RIGHTEOUS INDIGNATION UP IN A LATHER IS UNTOLD!!!!
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November 21, 2006
America is at War With Itself
This is what I see happened to michael richards.. he doesn't know how to get into the zone...he NEEDS chops as a standup...chops are ALL!!!
He has a message in his heart to share, and that is that racism is alive and well in everyone, and that words are dangerous. Had he not gone into victim mode...(I am always talking on my call in show about how that is satan) he would have been able to shut those loud rude dudes down like you would to a friend who got on your nerves. He made them his enemy, because he got his internal satan working, and he tried to shut them up with being hipper than he thought they were... he did a lenny bruce impression, and he did it badly...all comics freak sometimes, like I did singing the anthem. You have got to stay detached from your everyday emotions on stage. I think showing the dark side is sometimes the best, not worst thing... first mel gibson, then OJ then michael richards...read my early blog...I say the goddess is exposing hypocrites and doing it fiercely!!!!
THE MESSAGE IS: america is at war with itself. race, class, and religion.
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Posting Sparingly
I will post sparingly while I am gone, so keep coming back.
The next call-in show is now set for December 6th:
* Click here for more information.
* Watch previous clips here.
Posted at 12:07 PM - Permalink
The Godfather of Right Wing Broadcasting
I remember when I did my fox show, called Saturday night special, which was reviewed as being better than snl...I called our folks there (kathy griffin, jennifer coolidge, bob rubin, and other comics..laura kightlinger warren hutchenson, etc) rupert murdoch's "ninnyhammer panopoly" and I had eric idle from monty python portray murdoch in our opening sketch... seeing rupe personally remove the oj special from his network cracked me up... he was so mad at me for making fun of him, that they cancelled the whole show after six episodes, even though it beat mad tv in the ratings and was well reviewed by Variety and other Hollywood press franchises... rupert murdoch is a bushie who can't even tell the difference between murder and entertainment, let alone social satire and political pandering. He paid lots of money to turn American journalism into yellow tabloid exploitation of news...everything gross about bush and rove could only have happened with rupert's, the godfather of right wing broadcasting's OK.
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November 20, 2006
See Ya in Two Weeks
I send out love to my fans who "love to hate" me. Casting the first stone is really a drag, I have done it. It comes back to you pretty quick. Alot of time people who attack are lonely. Alot of times those who call others "hypocrites" are hypocrites themselves. I am an asshole at times, and so is everyone else. Minding your own business is a virtue more times than not, I find. When you mind your own business, you have time to work on yourself, and clean your own backyard. I am on vacation for two weeks, no call in show... I am sooo tired, love to you all, use this place the way you think is best, turn off the lights when you leave..bye!!! see ya in two weeks!!!
happy eatin'!
Posted at 8:18 PM - Permalink
The Wicked Witch Needs a Vacation....
Hey you guys, I am going on a much needed vacation for about two weeks, to check on my dream house location.. I am going to build my dream house...it will look like the wicked witch's house and it is in a grove. For some reason I have always loved the wicked witch more than dorothy... I think I am the wicked witch in fact....I understand she has a right to her vendetta against dorothy, after all dorothys ignorance cause her sister's death, so dorothy like oj,...is being listened to, and the victim's family is derided.... there you go. If some little kansas type killed my sister I would want her to apologize, not steal her shoes and parade all over town in them, that bitch. It is not right to steal the shoes of someone who's death you causededs' sister!!!! Not if the sister wants them back! This was what I thought the wizard of oz was about...I freaked when I heard someone say its about no place like home...
Posted at 8:16 PM - Permalink
Snapped....
michael richards lost his shit...he snapped.. every comic has snapped...its a dangerous tight wire and you have to be totally in the moment. I snapped in Vegas right after 9-11.. I started talking about god, and I had been warned, cuz I was told not to on the Roseanne show sitcom and on the talk show, but I just couldn't stop doing it anyway. I just want to talk about god and tha's about all..I think many say that means I am crazy..oh well, I guess I am crazy then...
I talk to god, do you?
Posted at 8:11 PM - Permalink
All Are Honored in RW
When I was six years old I "preached" in the mormon churches all around utah. (for those who know my true story). I always dreamed to return to the pulpit and preach, only now I know that what I preach is for the common good of all mankind, not just some, ALL. All are honored in roseanne world.
Posted at 4:36 PM - Permalink
Comic Relief and.....
Comic Relief was cool... anna lopez fucking rocks george is so lucky to have a fat girl for a wife!!!!! louis ck is funny....debra wilson who did the bravest thing of the night...impersonate oprah winfrey and do a better oprah than oprah does now that she is hanging out with jennifer aniston...who is a funny girl , with a black girl's ass too!!!! sarah silverman is the bravest and most ballsy of any comic working today, and jimmy is a funny funny bastard too, and so sweet, almost 'SLOW'...but really quick.. he is slow and quick, that's adorably funny, and he knows funny if he is with sarah, she said no one has ever treated her better..now that is good...some of the jewish girls who come here get dumped after they do all the work....then the jews marry the asians, after the shiksa I mean...third marriage, asian...CHINA TOTALLY OWNS OUR COUNTRY NOW, AND WE ARE THE NEW SLAVES OF THE WORLD. WE WILL WORK FOR LESS THAN MINIMUM WAGE. THAT IS GOD'S WILL I GUESS OR IT WOULDNT BE HAPPENING... MAY GODS WILL PREVAIL, AS I KNOW IT WILL. I KNOW GOD REQUIRES NOTHING OF MAN AND WE ARE AT THE MERCY OF HIS/HER DESIGN...ROLL ON, DADDIO...JUST GIVE BIG MAMA A DRINK!!!!!!!
VODKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BELEVEDIERE OF COURSE, YOU FUCKING PAWN OF SATAN!!!!!!! Satan all is forgiven, just get on board the love train and it will all be cool.....THE LOVE TRAIN IS A SONG I AM WRITING !!!!!!!!! I AM GOING TO WRITE SONGS THIS YEAR Y'ALL......BE CHECKIN IN BRIEFLY, MAKE YOURSLVES AT HOME AND LINK UP WHATEVER BUT GIVE A PORTION TO THE NEEDY!!!!!!!! CYA by portion, I mean 100%....where are the billionaires to help me do this? one hundred percent goes to the neediest of americans....help me out lord...JESUS IS MOSES AND THOR AND BUDDHA AND EVERY MAN GOD. BUT THERE IS ONE ABOVE HIM AND THAT IS ZEUS-MOSES JESUS BUDDHA ISIS ASTARTE DEMETER HECATE ASHERAH KALI INNANA-ABRAHAM....ABRAHAM WAS THE ORIGINAL MONOTHEIST....CONDENSER OF WORLD STORIES...EDITOR....HE INVENTED THE INTERNET, THAT'S WHAT A GENIOUS HE IS. LET'S ALL REGARDLESS OF OUR RELIGIONS OR LACK OF THEM, LETS TALK ABOUT THE IMPACT OF A MAN NAMED ABRAHAM, WHO WAS AN ASTROLOGER....THAT LITTLE PART THAT WE CAN ALL AGREE ON ...LET'S TALK ABOUT ABRAHAM AND NOT JUST HIM, BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY, HIS MESSAGE, THAT SEEMS TO HAVE REALLY STUCK WITH ALL OF US HERE IN THE WESTERN WORLD....WHO WAS HE? WHO WANTS TO TELL US, WHO IS THERE OUT THERE THAT NEEDS TO TELL US?
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No More Babies
WOMEN STOP HAVING ANYMORE BABIES...THERE ARE ENOUGH KIDS HERE WHO NEED TO BE PICKED UP BEFORE ANYMORE COME CRYING IN HERE...THAT IS THE ONLY RELIGIOUS ISSUE NOW.
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PRAYER INCOMING
HI ROSEANNE, THIS IS YOUR HIGHER MIND..THE ONE TETHERED TO YOUR CROWN CHAKRA. THIS IS THE CHAKRA THAT IS FREE OF BULLSHIT....AND ANYONE WHO COULD EVER CALL BULLSHIT ON IT WOULD BE EXPOSED TO BULLSHIT HIMSELF AND SHOWN TO BE AS SUCH...ONLY AN ASSHOLE SEES AN ASSHOLE...PROCLAIM IN MY NAME, THAT WHAT IS COMING AT YOU IS WHAT YOU GOTTA KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH....YOU ARE BEING LULLED TO SLEEP SO THAT YOU CAN BLOCK MY VOICE, AND YET YOU CANNOT. BE HUNGRY FOR ME I SATISFY ALL....I AM THE HIGHEST IDEAL THIS WORLD HAS INDEED SHOWN YOU...THAT MONEY RULES AND NOTHING BUT MONEY DECIDES AND NOTHING BUT MONEY IS WORSHIPPED....INTO THAT CORRUPT MOTHERFUCKER I WILL INJECT THE IDEA OF UNITY AND PEACE... AND THE FACT THAT THERE IS A CHANCE IF WE TAKE IT THAT WE CAN UNDERSTAND AND RESPECT EACH OTHER...BECAUSE WE ARE ALL ON THE BRINK OF NUCLEAR DISINTEGRATION BY ONE OF THESE WOMAN HATING BASTARDS. SHE WHO IS AND IS NOT YET WILL NOT BE CONTAINED...SHE GROWS AND IS GREEN SHE IS LIVING AND BREATHING AND TOTALLY FUCKING ROTATING AROUND IN A SHIT HEAP OF SEPARATENESS...SHE NEEDS TO SOLIDIFY AND UNIFY ALL HER FACTIONS AND RIGHT QUICK TOO, BEFORE ROSEANNE BARR SINGS AGAIN!!!!!!!! UP IN THIS MUTHAFUCKA...I AM LISTENING TO RAP, LIKE THE KIDS DO...IT IS SUCH A SAD WORLD FOR THE CHILDREN. ROSEANNE YOU TELL THEM KIDS THAT I AM ABOUT LOVE, NOT HATE...SO THAT'S MY PRAYER AND I SEND IT FROM EVERY PORE IN MY BODY OUT TO THIS WORLD AND ALL THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW THEY HAVE TO LEARN TO LISTEN TO MESSAGES OF UNITY AND PEACE AND BROTHERHOOD AND CHARITY AGAIN...SHARE MORE, IS THE MESSAGE BEFORE ROSEANNE BARRS FAT ASS GOT IN THE WAY... I BOW OUT NOW AND GO ON ABOUT MY DAILY BIZ...JUST A CRAZY THOUGHT I SHARED WITH YOU ALL...READ IT FOR NOTHING BUT GOOD INTENDED TO ANYONE, HAPPY THANKSGIVING AND I LOVE THE INDIANS OF THIS COUNTRY! MEDITATION SHOULD COME DOWN, NOT UP THROUGH, BUT DOWN FROM CROWN TO EARTH WHERE THE EARTH KNOWS WHAT TO DO WITH IT, THE COSMOS DOESN'T KNOW, IT IS EXPANDING...IT NEEDS TO BE CONTAINED IN THIS GLOBE TO BE OUR BATTERY, SO LADY VALKERIE, JUST TRY IT BACKWARDS ONCE, AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK HERE....ANYONE OF YOU WHO WANTS TO CAN LINK UP WITH ROSEANNE WORLD AND HAVE YOUR OWN WORLD BUT YOU GOTTA HELP ME PAY THE RENT HERE, I CANT DO IT FOR EVERYBODY BUT SOME OF YOU ARE RICH...LETS PUT ASIDE A PERCENTAGE OF EVERYTHING YOU GET FOR MY EXPENSES FOR RUNNING THIS SITE....THEN I GET MORE MONEY THAN YOU, BUT I WILL PROMISE TO GIVE ONE HUNDRED PERCENT OF EVERY DOLLAR THAT RUNS THROUGH MY FOUNDATION TO PEOPLE WHO ARE IN TENTS IN THE INNER CITIES OF AMERICA.....ONE HUNDRED PERCENT. I WANT TO HIRE PEOPLE TO REBUILD THE INNER CITIES THEMSELVES, AND I WANT THEM TO GET PAID WAGES TO DO IT...I WANT FRANKLYN ROOSEVELT BACK... I WANT ELEANOR ROOSEVELT BACK, THE ROOSEVELTS SAVED THIS FUCKING COUNTRY AFTER THE LAST TIME ALL THE MONEY WAS STOLEN AND THE RICH CASHED OUT!!!! PEOPLE STOOD IN LINE FOR HOURS JUST TO GET BREAD!!!!! IN AMERICA, AND THEY ARE DOING THAT NOW IN LA AND ALL AROUND WHERE KATRINA WAS. ACORN.ORG ACORN.ORG ACORN.ORG...THEY CALLED ROOSEVELT A COMMIE TOO, WELL THEY CAN KISS MY ASS, THEY ARE THE COMMIES....WITH THEIR BEURAUCRACY AND THEIR COMMIE GODDAM BULLSHIT...LIKE SEAN CASSIDY AND THE REST OF THE liberal GAY JEW run MEDIA !!!!!! Free mel gibstein!!!!! lenny bruce is so dead, and the state of new york can kiss my black ass and extend him a pardon ..he is still on record in new york, thats how I know the catholics, not the jews decide who gets what side of what street in the new york action....met a bellman in vegas who said the mob buried people there wrapped in duct tape and standing up so they cant be detected by gov. helicopters...so if the mob did that and the mob runs the texas prison system, which was exported to abu ghraib, you can imagine the shit we have to repent for allowing once we get to judgment day....and there will be one....and it will be of our own making...for our ego shit and our selfishness...I must now call upon the people of science to invent a chip that blocks the lower chakras, and is replaced with the drone chip that must be programmed to find a cure for death itself. I want to live I have grandkids you bastards!!!! Wake the fuck up and smell the fucking coffee....
Posted at 3:30 PM - Permalink
November 18, 2006
Watch the Call-In from 11/15/2006
& Verve Town
Watch the Call-In Show from November 15th with our special guests, John Argent and Director Tawd Dorefeld and of course your calls...
Here's another video for you called Verve Town.
Watch it Here.
Posted at 12:38 PM - Permalink
November 17, 2006
Undoing the Mind Control
Here are two links on undoing the mind control that underlies religion and politics....satanism as worship of money.
Posted at 2:46 PM - Permalink
Pledge on Comic Relief
Don't forget to call in a pledge on comic relief to help the american refugees!!! See you there Saturday night!!! I hope people will take the time out of their busy schedules to give give give, it really eases depression and confusion to give money for aid to people in need...also, if you give more than is comfortable, you are entering the territory of the extra mile, and that is what counts most right now!!!
Scroll down for writing about extra mile karma. I hope you all will use the forum to talk to each other and encourage each other...instead of using it to sharpen your attacks on people you don't agree with. A person really looks stupid who is trying to look smart!!!!
Posted at 2:41 PM - Permalink
Pirating My Words
Getting exasperated sometimes, when my words are pirated and made into servile expressions of the beast. I rebuke STN..(satan) the hebrew letters for ego.
Posted at 1:48 PM - Permalink
The Inconvenient Death of Brad Will
Read this article:
The Inconvenient Death of Brad Will
Posted at 1:46 PM - Permalink
Dr. Cliff
Dr. Cliff...you say things so much better than I do... how nice to read your words, thanks!!!!
Posted at 1:34 PM - Permalink
Meditation Breathing - Step Two
for kawnswellah and other meditators:
STEP TWO...
(See meditation post below for step one - middle path)
Take a cleansing breath in then out... then... begin the three part exercise of breath, when you are breathing in for ten, think about the crown of your head being a computer that is downloading all the holy information that exists...then while holding, think about containing that holy info that scans your body to rid it of any virus... when releasing for ten count, think about passing the sacred info into the natural world, where all green things need it in order to breathe...(they breathe in what we breathe out). This reconciles opposites and strengthens your middle.
When your middle (cup) is full, your need to share will grow stronger.
Posted at 12:19 PM - Permalink
Thanks Lenny
Lenny Bruce would really be so proud of all this generation of comics today, who, with him as inspiration, brought down a corrupt and vile government with just the force of laughter.
It is to his credit that this happened, and it seems like appropriate revenge for him too...
Thanks, Lenny!
You showed the way to afflict the comfortable and comfort the afflicted as a secular prophet and seer. It only took forty years, two generations of comics to bring your message home...
"we are all the same asshole, who confuses show biz with religion and politics."
Bush tries to play the room like a comic does, but he is not fast enough on the retort, and therefore he bombed. He let the hecklers steal the stage. That happens when you have no guts.
Posted at 7:58 AM - Permalink
Satan Again
To those of you who are talking about what I mean by "satan", let me say again, for about the FOUR hundredth time.
SATAN IS THE INCLINATION TO SEPARATISM THAT LIVES IN EACH ONE OF US THAT CAUSES US TO THINK WE ARE RIGHT, ESPECIALLY WHEN WE ARE WRONG.
IT CAUSES US TO ACT UPON THE WORLD IN A VICTIM PARADIGM THAT JUSTIFIES FORCE, AND ATROCITY ON THOSE WHO ARE "DIFFERENT" THAN WE.
THERE IS NO LIVING PERSON WHO IS FREE OF THIS NEGATIVE INCLINATION.
MEDITATION IS A WAY OF QUIETING IT.
THERE ARE NO BEINGS OUTSIDE OF US, THEY ARE ALL IN OUR OWN HEARTS/MINDS/ SOULS.
WE REFERENCE/CONJURE THEM WHEN WE NEED TO ATTACK ANOTHER, BECAUSE WE FEEL SMALL.
To rebuke what is vile inside of your own mind is about the only real good thing you can do on this planet. Hope I have made myself clear. I do not buy into any man made religious tennants, and believe that they are all based on child abuse and mind control. I do however love to look at the concept of G-d because even though we all think it is not so, we ALL believe the exact same things. Were we to look at that without prejudice, we would see our sameness and move on to actually fixing the things that are wrong on this planet...such as poverty and slavery and hoarding and the worship of force. Once again, if you read all my blog writing, (SCROLL DOWN.. AND THE ARCHIVES) I believe I have made my thoughts clear.
MOST IMPORTANTLY, FAITH WITHOUT WORKS IS DEAD, SO DO MAKE SURE THAT WHEN YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT HOW BAD THE WORLD IS, YOU ARE ACTUALLY DOING SOMETHING TO MAKE IT BETTER. ALOT OF PEOPLE TALK ABOUT HOW BAD THE WORLD IS PRECISELY AS A COVER FOR THE FACT THAT THEY GIVE NOTHING AND DO NOTHING FOR ANYONE ELSE. THIS IS IN FACT SATANIC TOO.
SATAN IS REAL INSIDE YOU AND INSIDE ME. SEE HOW LONG YOU CAN SIT AND LISTEN TO SOMEONE YOU DON'T AGREE WITH. WHEN YOU GET THE FEELING THAT WELLS UP, AND THE VOICE THAT TELLS YOU TO PUT THAT PERSON IN HIS PLACE, TO CORRECT, OR BELITTLE HIM, THAT IS SATAN. SATAN IS IN THE BACK OF THE MIND AND NEVER GOES AWAY, EVEN WHEN THE BRIGHTEST LIGHT SHINES ON "HIM"...
HOWEVER, THROUGH MEDITATION YOU CAN TURN "HIM" AROUND AND FIND INNER PEACE. THIS IS WHAT ABRAHAM THE PATRIARCH REALLY TAUGHT…
THE LAW OF ATTRACTION... WE CAN TALK ABOUT THIS MORE. I LOVE IT! MAYBE NEXT WEEK....
Posted at 7:55 AM - Permalink
November 16, 2006
Talking About God
Getting all kinds of people talking about god in different ways is a way we can come to agreement. Agreement is what god is all about, and peace too, and sharing, and unity. To hear what people actually think, without a church or state to interfere correct, imprison, outlaw, ban, crusade against is the meaning of real freedom...god is about freedom too. please let me hear what you have to say, and please respect people when they say things, do not rush to condemn correct or judge...just listen...we are being trained to turn away from listening to each other, because that way we will not know how to listen to god inside our minds...we will just be robots then...perfect soldiers, perfectly obedient drones of satan...who we mistake for god!!!
I know your tricks though satan, and consider yourself fucking rebuked!!!!!!
Posted at 2:54 PM - Permalink
Meditation Breathing
For meditation breathing...kawnswellah and others...just breathe normally, but count to ten while you are drawing the breath in. Then hold it calmly for ten, then blow out for ten.. no one should be able to tell that you are altering your breathing at all...make it so calm that it is noticeable only to you. By doing this, you are opening your mind's middle path. The middle is when you are holding the breath, and not breathing in or out, just for a quick ten count. While you are holding in the middle of this three part breath exercise...think about the breath being god's breath.
Posted at 1:35 PM - Permalink
More Time on God...
Today barak obama joined in the acorn movement and is calling upon walmart to pay its workers decent wages. I am so proud to have had anything to do with making people pay attention to the realities of working people in america!!! Now everyone is doing it and I am glad... I will have more time to talk about god now, which is what I love the most. By the way, she wants barak and oprah and all other black people who have a lot of money to give acorn huge donations. Black people who are rich in this country, give appallingly little charity to organizations that help black working class people get a better deal. They give their charity money to museums, and colleges, which is a way of saying they are pulling the ladder up with them as they get richer. Condoleeza Rice is the greatest example of this self hating racist affront to the whole of black working class americans. I am going to take my camera to watts and post what I see here.. it is like iraq in the inner city LA...while speilberg gives money to warmongers in the middle east and advocates for swartzeneger, who's racist policies for inner city LA are vile and disgusting. It is time to unmask our "heroes" our "stars" as being the hideous corporate shills and greedy bastards that they are...
Posted at 1:02 PM - Permalink
Is it Your Own Voice??
If the voice tells you that you are special or chosen or called upon, it is your own voice. If it tells you that you have a special job to do, it is your own voice too, and not god.
Posted at 12:48 PM - Permalink
Writing About DID
I am going to be writing this week about DID, and as some of you may know, the subject of talking to god runs through all mental illness. As an integrated DID, I will write about how I tell if it is god a person (myself included) is talking to, or just one of the voices that live in their own head.
Posted at 11:22 AM - Permalink
November 15, 2006
Call-In Tonight - 11/15/2006
Tonight on the call-in I proclaim my ministry for the:
AND THE COMMON GOOD
Posted at 1:47 PM - Permalink
Check Out the Videos
Please go to the videos and watch the domestic goddess cooking show with james moore and me, as well as two of the call-in shows and some stuff from my old reality show and other friends, clam lynch on there.
It's like my own TV network
Posted at 1:40 PM - Permalink
Fish Wives
How overwhelmed I am to have heard from people all over that are indeed talking to god!!! Let me say this to you now...join me here on RW, and we will become Fishermen (fishers of men) and Fish wives.
Fish wives are what is needed now, no revolution can happen without them... from the jewish revolt against rome which miriam the prophet and mother of jesus helped to grow, to the French revolution. Get ready to start proclaiming and heralding the end of people's thoughts of powerlessness!!!!!
Posted at 1:37 PM - Permalink
How Many People Have 100 Million??
Do you guys know how many people have over 100 million dollars in the bank in our country? Thousands and thousands and thousands of people do. These people pay almost no tax too, but the only money they give is to lobbyists to make sure that none of their money gets taxed, so that they can pass it down to their heirs when they die, and not have to tax the money even then. The churches in this country exist only to serve this class of people...they do almost nothing about poverty and america's refugees who are citizens of america... america is building a wall not to keep mexicans out, but to keep them in, because they are desperate and hardworking and will do the jobs for cheaper than americans will. Most of the illegals work below minimum wage...not americans...by hiring illegals, the billionaire"christian" class has to spend less of its piles of tax free money that it just keeps hoarding. When it does give any money to anything, it goes to arms sales and government contracts that involve blowing innocent children up and then building schools for them. As the dead children pile up over seas, they talk about respect for the unborn.
WATCH THE SCHOOLS, THAT IS WHERE EVERYTHING IS GOING DOWN IN THE US...There were big piles of money for public education, the bush family goes wherever money is piled up and empties that pile into their own pockets, and the pockets of their friends...then as they rob and plunder the people blind, they invent a fake slogan that says "no child left behind"..that really means the right to put military recruiters on high school campuses, for the kids who fall behind in the too much irrelevant homework to keep up anymore category... for instance more than half of the African american children in LA drop out of high school, because they do not have time to do the extra three hours of homework and perform their minimum wage job that their families need.. so they drop out, and get recruited into the army, called a hero, sent to war with no armor, just to die so that cheney's friends can pocket the contract money to blow up more Iraqi schools and rebuild them. The ruling class here feels.."let's not bother to even educate kids in the public schools, after all the children of blacks and browns and native americans do not need to know science and math to work in the slave class". This actually means the money from our taxes is being re-apportioned to the rich and their kids education. Thanks to bush, just posting the" ten commandments" in the school means it is a private school, and therefore is able to get the money that should go to public education...rich white Christians in this country only like god when he helps them steal money from the poor...how they can go on talking about how they worship a man who had no money and no fixed address, and who hated religion is amazing to me. After studying the teachings of kabballah, and seeing jesus for who he truly was, I decided I'm not going to let them have him, without a fight from me. This is indeed a monarchy and the workers are serfs here, thanks to reagan, the rich white man's jesus. Because of this unpardonable thievery and collusion, getting killed in iraq or a dozen other war zones that bush creates is the only way your kids can get dental/health insurance. Joining the army is the best job a working person with kids can get now. WORK MAKES FREE!!! WAR IS PEACE!!!! Starvation is fashion!!!!
Posted at 1:27 PM - Permalink