and de-programming from cult abuse/social programming. I had to de-program myself from Zionist and Mormon and Judaic cultic mind control. To have my own clear thoughts is/was and will forever be my goal.
God, I found, is Provable Truth, and being able to contain that thought is evolutionary.
The meditations that I write about here are a synthesis of every form of meditation that exists. If they did not work to widen my circle of consciousness, I discarded them, and kept only the meditations that worked to put my fractured soul back together. I integrated from Dissociative Identity Disorder, and from PTSD, and OCD and found coping skills for Bi-polar Depression instead of taking Pharmaceutical Drugs, which numbed my mind and creativity.